Wednesday 14th December 2016
Dear diary,
Firstly, I'm writing this on my phone so I apologise for any mistakes or stupid auto correct that occurs during this chapter.
It's 11 days till Christmas guys.... And I'm yet to feel excited, which spurred the idea for this chapter. Everyone around me is getting really excited for Christmas, they're constantly singing carols and dancing about to Mariah Carey and I just feel like its just another day.... Which makes me seem different... Well I am but hey ho. I mean, literally writing this whilst watching the Grinch... In a physics lesson where Violet decided to not come to school for. Thanks for ditching us all by the way.
I feel so much like the Grinch right now, either that or scrooge... Bah humbug. That is my mood right now... Anyone else or is that just me. Just waiting for ghosts to appear and haunt me until they attempt to kill me as I'm such a bad person at Christmas time. I suppose its just that the 'magic' has gone, I'm more so making Christmas happen in my house now, instead of experiencing it and it all being a surprise like it used to be. I've spent the last week wrapping presents for my siblings and family members, nothing feels special anymore.
Also, things haven't been too good at home, my parents are arguing all the time, its like they're going to get a divorce, but I don't want them to, it means I'll have to deal with my mum myself, instead of having my step-dad to help. I just stick out in my family, I don't fit in at all, I like different things, like different people and it just doesn't fit in with the rest if my family. Therefore I annoy them all the time and then they yell at me... Its not all fun and joy at home anymore, with or without Christmas...
I don't know what else to write without sounding really depressing and my lessons almost over so I don't have much time to write this so I suppose this is where the chapter is going to end.
The only thing good about this film is Jim Carrey.... I dint get why we're watching this.
So, that's it from me
From Hannah xx
Byeeeeeee
Ps. Sorry its really short, I couldn't really think of much ti write within the time I had to write it in
