Prejudice (daragon fanfic)

That High

That High

" ahjumma~ where is everybody?? mom will be here right? she promised" a tiny voice echoed through one of my dreams again.her voice sounded closely familiar to me.the scene looked like a very feastful dinner deluding the fact that she was the only one there.

the ahjumma exchanged glances with the other maids present in the room and pulled off the same stunt they have been doing every single time.

"dara yah~ you know your omma's very busy right?and your unnie well...you know her" the ahjumma explained while coaxing the child in front of her. tears streamed down the girl's eyes as she celebrated her birthday alone just like always.

and just like every morning i'd wake up with a tear escaping my eyes which i would immediately wipe away.those kind of memories always ponders inside my dreams or whenever i'm unconscious of my surroundings.it flashes again again...the hurtful scenes...the pain that it brings whenever i realize it was all true.that it wasn't just a dream.it did happen.all of it did.

sooner it became all natural effects on me...it didn't hurt anymore.i grew numb of those memories but it didn't relieve me even a slightest bit.it made me dull.

the sun rays beamed past my window pane as i pushed the curtains aside.it's a very sunny day today and my shift starts at 4pm...its about 2pm now.and i have nothing to do here in the apartment.i have no plans on staying inside.it just brings it back...all the memories just kept rushing to me whenever i'm all alone and when i have time to think so i dont contain myself in one place.

after showering i hurriedly picked out some comfortable clothes to put on and headed out of the apartment.

i took the cab and decided to go to the bar next to appa's.i need a good drink to pass time for a while.the loud music welcomed me once again.the ambiance here was less intimidating.since appa's club was only welcome to privileged people at most.

i sat on the stool located at the very corner of the bar not wanting that much attention from anyone and ordered three shots of tequila with plenty of ice.

"thanks~" i said as i took one glass from the bartender and drank it at one go.ahhh-- the taste of tequila lingered inside my mouth as i chewed the ice noisily.i enjoyed myself being like this...careless and not giving a damn about what people might think of me.

" well that's amusing" i heard an unfamiliar voice coming just from my side and i turned my head to look at him.my eyebrows arched questioning his presence.

"annyeong~ mind if i join you?" faded jeans and a white cut muscle shirt which had a print that says rich kids on it.he also wore a matching snap back cap which made him look like the typical boy next door.i hated to admit but he looked good even with just simple clothes on him.

" hit on someone else.there's a lot of whores in the sea mister and i'm glad to say I'm not one of them so don't mess with me and find someone else to flash yourself to" i admit he looked good but that doesn't mean he passed my standards.there is probably no standard at all because i hate men especially his kind.the one's with the huge cocky grin who thinks they can win over anyone because of their looks.tch how pathetic.

i turned my back at him and resumed drinking the second shot,this time i drank it slowly.trying to savor the taste of tequila since i don't get to drink that much anymore since the day appa took me in.he hated it when i get drunk because he would always be the one to drag me back home and put up with the crazy things i do when i get drowned by alcohol.

i heard him chuckle softly.it wasn't loud but it was enough for me to notice it.i glanced at his direction and arched my eyebrows again while i finished gulping the second shot.he stopped chortling to himself and flashed another grin at me.

" i'm not what you think i am.don't think lowly of such people Sandara Park" i found myself glaring at him.he knew my name.i don't remember meeting this guy.

" how did you know my name?" i glared at him while he exchanged my gaze with an intense stare.it was like he knew something...it was like he knew something about me.he propped his elbow on the counter and rested his chin on it.

his intense gaze lingered into mine and then realization hit me.he was the one my father had a meeting with.

" kwon jiyong is the name~" he reached out his hand and i just stared at it and back at his face.why is he even introducing his self to me?? nevertheless i took his hand and shook it fervently.i didn't want to come out rude especially since he knew appa.

" i wont bother telling you my name since you knew it already" i took my hand back and rested it on my third glass of tequila,just resting it there without intending to drink it yet.

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a few hours passed and i suddenly found myself listening intently to this stranger.we passed time talking about the random people inside the club.Acting ridiculous by calling the waiters roaming the club and hiding our selves when they finally go near us.It was childish and immature but i found myself laughing at the silly things we did.

"yah! stop drinking already.you're appa's gonna be mad and you still have to go to work" he reasoned as he pulled away probably my tenth shot of tequila for today.I snatched it away urgently from his hold but he yanked it back and drank it in one go.

" why do you get to drink and i don't? i paid for that.give it back!!" my head was already throbbing,perhaps it was because i had exceeded my limit in drinking.well... i had high tolerance to it back then but since it was a long time ago i think my body is not used to it anymore.

i tried to grab his drink to suffice the one he drank a while ago but between my hazy gaze i found his eyes staring at me.i couldn't comprehend what's the meaning between those hypnotizing stare but i found him leaning towards me.

his face getting closer and closer.i didn't know why but i slowly closed my eyes.i felt his shallow breathing fan my face,hovering over my lips.

and then i felt a soft touch on my lips.the feeling was undescribable.i felt like i was striked by lightning.my insides felt tingly...this was something that happened often but the feeling was far from the ones i have encountered before.

this kiss made my head spin.it made me feel like i was on high.a high that captivated me.a high that shouldn't happen.an extreme high that could suck me inside that whirlpool of happiness once again.