Love Hurts

"Noooo!" I yelled at my boyfriend Jake before he left my house. " It's over" my eyes filled with tears, he was leaving me because I wasn't good enough for him. I wouldn't last without him.I knew what I had to do. I had to kill myself. He got his stuff and left without saying a word to me, he didn't even look back.

I started to pace back and forth having second thoughts but something told me to do it, to kill myself. So I went to the restroom with a knife and sat on the restroom floor. I held the knife to my wrist..... I slit my wrist as deep as I could."aaaaaaaah!" I yelled as the pain ran through my body. and then I heard the footsteps approach the restroom doorway. It was Jake.

He stared at my body as I laid there lifeless. He ran and called 911 and then I blacked out. I woke up in the hospital and to my right was Jake. Before I tell the rest, my name is Ally, I'm a blond haired blue eyes girl. My hair is straight and ends at the top of my bottom.

Now as I was saying I woke up and to my right was Jake, he was there... He came BACK FOR ME!!!! Does that mean he still loves me? " Jake?" I turned to say to him. " Ally thank god your ok , if I wouldn't have found you the doctor said you would have died." " why did you save me, I wanted to die you don't love me anyway." I was about to cry. " That's no reason to kill yourself." " I'm not good enough for you aren't I!!?" I felt something warm slide down my face and then more and more, it was TEARS! " NO! it's because I'm not good enough for you." "we only been dateing for only 7 weeks and now you mention this.... NOW!" I yelled I was so angry but right when I got mad he reached in for a kiss. His kiss made me melt inside. His lips pushing against mine so smoothly and he grabbed my waist gently and pulled me in softly. Then his smooth tongue went in and out of my mouth and my tongue did the same. I made a soft wimper