Everything has always been so confusing for me a senior in high school about to graduate and I
have no clue what I'm gonna do with my fucking life great. I don't fit in with the average black
girls that are some what known, I don't fit in with the black barbies that have the perfect bodies
and the fleeked beat face, I don't fit in with the bad and bougie thots, because i'm not a real
crowd pleaser. Therefore I just sit in the classrooms and just stay on good terms with everyone.
I'm 18 this year and graduating from this Hell hole Luther University also known as the
prestigious school for hood niggas and trendy hoe wannabes.
All I ever hear from people my age is why you talk white when you black. You need to do
something to your hair why its big like that. your really quiet you need to open up that's why
you're lame. Well I don't care what label they throw own me I don't ever wanna be the same as
the other girls we don't even share the same dreams. Even though I don't know what mine are
exactly I know it damn sure ain't gonna be the same.
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Thoughts Of An Unfound Black Girl
RandomShanti was a young Black girl heading into her true adult life growing up in the hood and as a young girl in school where was she to look forward to. She's curious to a world she only saw in movies and a dream that only she could dream of.
