I don't know kung story ba talaga to, but I guess you just have to bear with me...
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To my heart,
I tried to enjoy every single day of my life by going to the places you brought me with. But I never expected that to see you with her. I know you didn't saw me because I ran as fast as I can to get away from you, but I guess I will never forget the smile you had on you're lips while she's talking to you. Then and there, I realized that I never made you smile like that when we're together in the past.
4 days from now was the date that I wish will never happen. As I realized that my life is coming to its end, I requested my parents to let me have a concert, yes, I WAS a songstress who plays piano and WAS known by a lot of people around the world. They agreed to my idea, but I can see in their eyes the sadness and worry that they are trying to hide from me. But I guess they really can't.
The day of my concert came, my parents gave you and your girlfriend, yes my parents know all about it, VIP tickets so you can watch from the front. I was really nervous that time, you and I will see each other after a long time. I know that you are still mad at me because of what I have done in the past, but I hoped that everything will be alright.
All of our friends came, supporting me as if I didn't left them. I was happy seeing all of them in the front row, together with my parents. Everything was going on smoothly as I approached the end of my show and was about to sing my last piece, I said that, " To all of my friends here, thank you for evrything, for still supporting me eventhough I left you without saying anything, but I hope you can understand my reasons in the future. To my parents, thank you for allowing me to have this concert, I know its hard for you, but still, thank you. To all of my fans, this will be my last concert. And lastly to you my love, I still love you after all this years. I know that its impossible to get us back together but I hope you listen to this. I am sorry for all the things that I have to you. I know that its very hard for you to forgive me for leaving you behind, I just did that to lessen the pain that you might feel in the future. The reason why I said that this will be my last concert is that... I am going to die. I have leukemia stage 4, and the doctors here and abroad can't do anything about it. So this last piece is dedicated to all of you. Thank you for evrything and I love you all."
I saw everyone crying, my parents, friends even the fans are crying too. Then when my eyes met yours I saw it glistening. Then tears fell down my cheeks as I played "Kiss the rain" by Yiruma. I can feel all the emotions surging into my body. The sadness, and of course the regret. I regreted that I didn't told you earlier, but I can also felt happiness. I am happy that I met you and be with you even for a short period in my life. As I was about to stand to bow to the audience, my visions blurred and I know I swayed, but I held my ground and don't let anyone notice my dizziness.
After the concert, my parents rushed me to the hospital. I know that my body is not holding much any longer, but a thought crossed my mind, "I wanted to live. I wanted to live longer." I know this can't happen because I knew God already made his plans a long time ago, and I can't suddenly change it.
I am sitting here in my hospital bed, my parents went outside to eat their dinner. I already made my Goodbye and Thank you letters for all of my friends, my parents, and of course for him. I-----
Third person's POV:
Suddenly the monitors are beeping erratically. Doctors and nurses rushed in the room, but after a few minutes they went outside looking blank. Her parents came rushing from the outside, but as they saw the faces of the doctors ad nurses, they knew that they were too late. They went to her room and you can here their agony.
A man suddenly appeared with a bouquet of her favorite flowers, but he suddenly dropped it when he heard the girl's mother crying. He knew he was too late.
His POV:
I silently wept, remembering every little details about her, when suddenly I felt a warm hug around my shoulders. I knew that its her, telling me to move on and be happy. I felt that the she's letting go of my shoulders, I don't want her to go but I guess she should be happy and have a peaceful rest after all this years of sufferring. As I felt the arms where gone, I silently looked up and said " I know you're in the hands of God, I hope that you will guide us and be happy there."
Third person's POV:
I can feel his sadness from afar, but I guess he already accepted evrything. I of course can't stop the tears that's coming out of my eyes, feeling empty. I will never get to see her smile, I will not be able to here her laugh.
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Thanks po sa lahat ng bumasa. I know its not good at all, but I guess thanks pa rin for reading.
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