I just did it (Sequel to A new beginning)

.5.

.Beca's point of view.

,,Chlo!" I jump onto the bed.

,,Wow, easy there." Chloe rubs her eyes and looks at me with her beautiful eyes. ,,Why are you up so early anyway?"

,,Because I got a call from Miley."

,,You are working? Becs, you have some weeks off and I want to be with my girlfriend the whole day."

,,I'm not going anywhere today." Chloe laughs at me and kiss me passionately. ,,Hmm, I think I can get use to this."

,,Weirdo."

,,Hé, that's not fair! You're the best kisser of the w-world and you're blaming me for liking it? If you didn't know it yet, I'm your girlfriend. I am allowed to kiss you everywhere."

,,You think so?"

,,I know I can." Chloe sit up and stare into my eyes.

,,What did Miley want from you?"

,,She just told me that James Corden w-wants me in his show!"

,,Are you seriously?!" I nod. ,,Really?"

,,Don't you believe me? Your girlfriend?"

,,Of course I believe you, but what am I going to do when you're there?"

,,I already toke care of that." I say and give her a kiss.

,,You did?"

,,Yeah, you are coming w-with me."

,,What?!" Immediately Chloe get out of bed.

,,Aren't you happy w-with that?" I'm confused. I really thought that Chloe wanted to be with me for the upcoming weeks.

,,I'm happy you are going to be a part of his show, but do you really think I need to be there too? Don't you think the press will write some shit about me? Or about us? They still don't know who I am."

,,So you are afraid of w-what people think of you?"

,,Do you blame me? People doesn't know who I am and what kind of relationship I have with you."

,,Sorry? You w-were the one w-who did not w-want to disclose our relationship! I told nothing about you to the press, for four years and now you're blaming me that nobody knows that you are my girlfriend?"

,,That's not what I mean."

,,Oh, and w-what do you mean exactly? Because in my ears it sounds like you are really giving me the blame. From the beginning of my career, I w-wanted to tell the w-world that you are my girlfriend."

,,Then why didn't you?"

,,Oh my god, seriously? I w-will repeat your w-words... 'I w-want to be together w-without all the paparazzi around us', and now after all these years you are seriously w-wondering w-why I never told the paparazzi about you or w-why I didn't mention you in an interview?" Tears are forming and Chloe knows it.

,,Beca, please don't cry."

,,Guess w-what? I am. W-why are you blaming me for your fears? I understand that you are afraid of gossips, but the w-way you put all this pressure on me isn't fair. For years I w-was insecure about myself and w-what I'm capable off, I w-was afraid of getting bullied or outed and I didn't believe in love. But I do now." I grab Chloe's hands. ,,Chlo, I love you so much. There's only one question that's stuck in my head for years now."

,,Why didn't you come earlier with it then?"

,,Just because of this reaction." I sigh in deeply. ,,W-why didn't you w-wanted that I mentioned you in an interview or to the paparazzi?"

,,I just wanted to enjoy my time with you. Paparazzi's always tell lies about everything and I didn't want all that drama."

,,So you w-were pretending for four years?"

,,That's not what I meant."

,,Stop this act! I know w-what you said. Our live is a drama to you huh? W-well, I know exactly w-what w-will help you." I turn away from her and disappear into my room.

.Chloe's point of view.

Oh no, what have I done? My words came out totally wrong. I'm afraid of the gossip, but it isn't fair that Beca gets mad at me right now. She's the famous DJ and producer everybody knows and many fans ship her and Lucy. According to Beca, Lucy is just a friend, but when they are together, they're very close. I don't know what to think about Lucy, but something tells me that she's after Beca. If Beca tells the press that she's dating me for four years... well, maybe I get only hate and not one good reaction. I love her so much and maybe I want to marry her someday. I must apologize before I lose her. I didn't mean to hurt her. I just want her to understand. I walk to her room and knock.

,,Becs? I'm sorry, but you don't understand. Please let me in, so I can explain." I don't expect her to open the door, but she does. ,,Becs, I'm afraid of the gossip that's true, but..." Suddenly I stop when I see a bag in her hand. ,,Wait, where are you going?"

,,Away from you, I can't be here right now." I see the tears in her eyes.

,,You can't mean this. Becs, I love you."

,,W-well, I don't know about that anymore. W-we live in a lot of drama, w-what you obviously doesn't like. The only option here is to remove the drama."

,,But you are not the drama!" Beca laughs sarcastically.

,,All that drama is around you because of me."

,,But I don't want you to leave."

,,Maybe this is the only solution, maybe w-we need some space from each other."

,,How can you say that?"

,,Because I don't w-want to fight you! I love you, but right now I need some space." After that I try to stop her again, but she pulls her arm and walk away from me. When the door close in the lock, I start crying. She's gone, the love of my life is gone and it's my fault!