Love saves a painful heart (depressed Karamatsu x Reader)

Self-harm painless

Morning time (Y/N)'s pov

I woke up in Karamatsu's arm I also notice that the blanket is already the up to our heads I move it down gently than I notice some red stains on Karamatsu's shirt there also were some on his arms when i look closer it was dry up blood I got off the couch without waking him up

I ran upstairs than I heard Ichimatsu screaming from their bedroom I stop by their door to listen

Ichimatsu's pov

I woke up with Todomatsu shaking me I was about to smack him in the face until he was showing me his phone while tearing up

"What are you trying to show me Totty? And why are you crying?"

Todomatsu start wiping his face with sleeves and show me some pictures of Shittymatsu's cuts and blood stain shirt "It was Karamatsu nii-san who was cutting himself?"

I was shocked that he took some pictures when I got nothing but his shinny blood 

"When did you get these pictures Totty?"

"Last night when you fall asleep I wanna know who was cutting themselves and having suicidal thoughts, so I took picture of everyone's arm and clothing even their stomachs"

Did he really have to take pictures of everyone even their stomachs when we were sleeping now I really wanna beat him harder, but I hope he got a picture (Y/N) in his phone

"So when I went downstairs to check Karamatsunii-san i-i saw the cuts and blood stains on his shirt"

Crap he didn't check (Y/N) to "So you find out it was him?"

Todomatsu starts crying "Karamatsu nii-san......WHY YOU HAVE TO KEEP IT A SECRET? DO REALLY DON'T TRUST YOUR OWN BROTHERS? DO YOU REALLY LIFE THAT MUCH NII-SAN?"

Shit I should of told him to talk me somewhere more quietly

"Huh who keeping secrets? Someone keeping secrets about losing their virginity or about keep money from me?" Osomatsunii-san I'm gonna put you back to sleep permanently for Choromatsunii-san shake

"Todomatsu why are you so loud? It's to early for being this loud other than Jyushimatsu"

"Huh are we going to play baseball at this time?!"

For once I'm happy that Todomatsu's girly scream woke them up before I have to beat them to wake them up

"Hey guys me and Todomatsu have to tell you something important it's about Shittymatsu"

They all look at us confuse 

"Why do we have to listen to something important about Karamatsu at least he won something from panchiko than I don't care"

"Tch what did you said nii-san?"

"I say I don't care Karamatsu is so painful that I want scare off the bridge more cause it was funny doing it"

"Ichimatsunii-san calm down he won't listen"

"Oh he gonna listen when this piece of shit kiss my foot"

Todomatsu was trying to calm me down but it didn't work I grab his phone and ran up to Osomatsunii-san than kick him in the face I watch him as he fell on the floor

"Ow what the hell is wrong you Ichimatsu?!"

"YOU LOOK AT THIS PHONE RIGHT NOW AND TELL ME YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT SEEING THESE PICTURES"

I give him the phone and he start looking through the pictures after he look through the pictures he start to really shocked and give the to Choromatsunii-san and Jyushimatsu they also look really shocked than Choromatsunii-san look at up