My life seems fine to out siders but it isn't alway fine there is problems almost every day, I have to move from my friends and all the people I love. My heads full of ideas and full of thoughts I tend to overthink,and because of this I can get depressed and also get mad at the people making me move and yet I do nothing about the feeling that I have.
Also I found out that my best friend likes me likes me...( not as a friend) I never understood why but I also like this person. I shouldn't have, this person was my best friend,we moved on in to a relationship. This made my guilt stronger and it made it harder to deal with the pain. My feelings for this person is strong and moving as far as I am from them will make my life miserable with out them, they're like the missing piece of the puzzle I am. This person completes me makes me whole again. I would never tell them this because I hard to tell anyone these thoughts I have.
This person brings the best out of me and the time we have I'll cherish forever, the time I still have I'll spend wisely. I will miss them even if they think other wise and I will wish them the best of luck in the future time,I promise to make them happy and give them the best of times before I go...I hope they think the same thing.
