Painless➰Sidemen AU✔️

0.2

Candles- Daughter
•Macy's POV•
The 'client' arrived and we were still in the same spot as before.
They talked for a while but I didn't lift my head. I had my eyes closed and was trying my best not to cry.
"She's younger and you'll get to break her in." Josh said to the mystery man, I feel like he was the big man in all of this.
"She's also extremely well behaved" Simon continued.
"Well let me try that out myself." The mystery man said, Cal, I had met him before, one of their friends. "Kiss me" He demanded and moved towards me
I decided to allow myself to be used and turned towards the very tall man to my side, who had a smirk on his face. I stood up on my tiptoes but still couldn't reach his face. I decided to get creative and sat up on the counter, he walked in between my legs and I kissed him until he pulled away. I kept in a sigh but jumped off the counter top. The guys were standing back and smiling at Cal but looked shocked at me. I looked back down at the floor and played with my hands, ashamed of myself, the bitter taste of bile piercing the back of my throat.  
"What age are you?" He turned back around to me after a small talk with the guys, we never really talked, but they talked about him.
"Seventeen" I looked up to him before instantly dropping my head again.
He didn't even reply he just turned back around to the guys. They talked for about an hour and I just stood there, remembering how happy I was this morning.
"So tomorrow at one?" Josh asked him, for some reason it caught my attention and I figured it was when he was going to see me again
"Yeah" The man replied."Now, I've got to go."
"See you then, Cal" Ethan called as he saw himself out, Cal said a quick bye before leaving.
"Why did you lie about your age?" Simon glared at me soon after.
"I didn't" I looked over in his direction, but our eyes didn't meet.
"You met us last month and we've talked practically every day, why did you lie?" He growled, walking around the island and grabbed my shoulder roughly.
"Today is my birthday" I dropped my head, I disliked keeping secrets but wanted to avoid them giving me gifts, "The best one yet" a small breathy laugh left my lips as reflex. Simon released his clamped hand, leaving a hot tingle on my shoulder. I could feel my tears building, my body refusing this hastily looked for a distraction.
"Then why the fuck are you doing dishes?" I could feel the roll of Ethan's eyes without even looking.
"What the fuck would your girlfriends think of this?" I broke, the tears also dripping into the hot soapy water below, "What about your parents and siblings?" They didn't like that, not at all. For a tense moment all felt still, the seven men in front of my processing my bold actions. All until a sharp pain on my stomach unpaused the moment, a weak cry escaping from my mouth and my knees buckled. Continuous anger filled kicks rippled through my body until the pain gradually numbed, my limp body occasionally letting out weakened cries to stop it. The only thought circuiting my mind being, I deserved this.
"That's enough!" I heard an assertive voice bellow, my mind too occupied to process who.
It then stopped, the dull pain burning back to full force once again. I didn't move, I just lay there, muted sobs causing my chest to bounce as I opened my eyes, the clean white ceiling looking brighter than ever. My eyes closing once again.
"Is she dead?" Vikk's fearful voice faded in. I didn't respond, all I could focus on were the sharp painful breaths I was taking, before the bitter bile made it's way up my throat, the void infused liquid spewing out of my mouth onto the cold cream tiles.
"Please take me to the hospital" I whispered in fear at the sight of blood. I sat up with the support of the cabinet behind me, my foggy eyes watching the men in front of me.
"What if you say something?" Josh whipped his head around to me.
"I kissed a scary man I don't even know for you, you guys are the best thing to happen to me so no" I rolled my eyes, a sharp pain spiking in my side causing me to whimper in pain. "Please" I begged meeting the once soft eyes of Josh.
"Okay, but say you got mugged and we found you," Josh replied sternly.
"Okay," I sighed. Harry threw me a black hoodie and a pair of tracksuit bottoms, I started to slowly and painfully take off my top until I noticed the guys' uncomfortable stares.
"I might as well be naked so if you're uncomfortable turn around" I looked up at them for a minute before taking it off completely, I winced at the pain of movement but there wasn't anything I could do. I continued with taking off my shorts and replacing them with the oversized bottoms and the hoodie. I then put on the Nikes that I was already wearing. We didn't speak, there was nothing to say and I was in too much pain anyway. I noticed that only Simon and Josh walked out of the house which intimidated me a lot, they were the ones that did and could fuck me up, all of them could really. I got into the familiar car that was Simon's and just waited to get to the hospital.
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I walked in on my own to the A&E, secretly hoping that someone would come and save me.
"Please help I got mugged" I took a sharp breath. The receptionist nodded and started to vigorously type.
"Ok, take a seat" She mumbled
I sat down, with a lot of pain and waited for a surprisingly short amount of time.
"Macy Kingsley?" The nurse called gently, causing me to carefully get up. I made my way over to her and we walked into a small room.
"So, can you explain what happened?" She kindly asked
"I-I was walking home from a friend's house and got attacked, they mostly got my chest and legs" I struggled to explain
"Can you just removed your hoodie for me so I can examine your chest area?" She asked in the same kind voice. She then started to put pressure on random parts of my back and chest.
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I was sitting in the hospital bed with Josh and Simon, waiting for my results, they said I definitely broke a few bones but they were looking over CTscan for internal bleeding.
"Macy!" My favourite nurse came in and cheered
"Ruth!" I smiled back. She came over and gave me a gentle but warm hug.
"I hope you didn't try anything again" She mumbled into my hair. I knew exactly what she was talking about, suicide
"N-no I got mugged" I stuttered and let go from our warm hug.
"Oh my goodness" She gasped, putting a warm hand onto my shoulder, then moving on the check my blood pressure and pulse.
"Would you like to introduce me to these young men" She gestured to the two tired guys
"These guys are some new friends, I was walking home from their house when I got mugged" I easily lied, I lie about a lot of things
"Oh hello, I'm glad that Macy will finally have someone there for her" I was saddened at her words but wasn't slow on covering it up with a fake smile, Josh glanced over at me before smiling at Ruth
"Yeah, she's really great" Simon smiled, almost genuinely
"Macy's had a lot of trouble in her past, please, keep her safe because she won't help herself" Ruth smiled and grabbed Simon's hands before leaving.
I sighed before sitting back fully in my bed and the guys going back to their seats
"So what did she mean by 'try anything again'?" Josh asked suspiciously
"Oh nothing" I waved off before looking back up at the tv.
I just wanted to get out of there.