My thoughts have change ever since I met my great friends at this not so great school, but every thing,every day things change. My life is changing because of everything that's happened. Relationship wise, friend wise and every just everything has change I think about things differently, but also I have change in good and bad ways making it hard to Shepard what's on my mind even to my best friends and now I'm hurting every one by not telling them making me feel as if I should have my life...what if I don't deserve this life because of all the things I have done....
On the pulse side I talked to my partners about this,they were very help full making me feel better. Making the dark cloud above my head go away slowly...I think it will get better...if only things wouldn't change and I wasn't moving so far away.
