~Drarry~

~The Letter~

The same thing every night. The same terrible dream. The graveyard! Cedric! I've never felt my heart brake as much as it did when I saw him die. My first love murdered just like my parents!

(The next day)

I desperately needed to get out of that wretched house. I ventured to the neighborhood park for fresh air. I sat on the swing and saw kids playing while their parents were observing, I've always wondered how it would be to have been brought up by my parents and not my nasty aunt and uncle. I've never really felt family until I started at Hogwarts. Of course we had those who always competed against me, like Draco Malfoy. He is always causing trouble and getting on my nerves. Cedric on the other hand was always kind to me and never seemed to disappoint me in any way. We didn't talk much my first three years, except when we were potions partners, but my fourth year changed drastically as soon as we met again. His smile engulfed my heart in pure lust. His eyes made my stomach turn into a butterfly cage and everything he said was so interesting. I tried my hardest to keep my cool when hanging out with him but sometimes my thoughts would take over and make controlling my actions impossible. I kissed him once, and I didn't believe that he-
"Hey Potter!" I look up to see my cousin Dudley and his annoying friends walking towards me.
"Hey Dudley, beat up another 10 year old?"
"This one deserved it! At least I'm not afraid of my pillow. Moaning in your sleep every night, "don't kill Cedric!", Who's Cedric? Your boyfriend?" I could feel my face turn red, although instead of embarrassment it was hatred, and with each word the audacious pride in his voice continued to build his stance, "They're going to kill me mom!" Where is your mom Potter? Is she dead? Is she dead Potter!?"
Before I knew it I furiously pulled out my wand and charged at him, holding it tightly to his throat. I could have done it, over and over in my head I repeated The killing curse how easy it would be to just whisper. How easy it would be to end this terrorizing. To end his mockery! How dare he speak Cedric's name! How dare he remind me of the horrible fate my mother faced! Then suddenly the clouds rolled in within milliseconds.
"What are you doing!?" Dudley screams.
"I'm not doing anything!" I yell in contradiction as I back up and shove my wand in my pants.
Unsure of these events I dart towards the direction of my aunt and uncle's house, shortly following behind me was Dudley. After a short run we both turn into a tunnel, feeling safer we slow, just then I felt the air stiffen. My breath became visible and the lights started to glaze over with ice. I started to feel the emptiness in which I felt that wretched day on the train when the dementors were looking for Sirius. Suddenly two dementors flew in fast towards me and my cousin. I got pinned to the wall by my throat instantly.
"Dudley...run." I choked out. To my surprise he slipped on the ice and the other dementor started feasting on his memories. I was trying so hard to resist while reaching for my wand. Finally freeing my wand from my tight jeans, I jabbed the dementor in the face, falling to the floor as it dropped me. My wand fell out of my hand and slid just a few feet away. Crawling as fast as I could and trying to manifest my happiest memory I scream at the top of my lungs.
"Expecto-pratronum!" The one dementor fled and I quickly passed the powerful charm to the other dementor saving Dudley of a disastrous death. Before I could put away my wand, my neighbor, Mrs Figg turned into the tunnel. She looked frightened but strong.
"Don't put away your wand Harry, they might come back." She gave me a short smile then waved to accompany us on the way home.

(Later that night)

The whole house was empty and I couldn't stop thinking about Cedric. Was it bad to think about him like that? To think about his warm sweaty body pressing up behind mine. Maybe not if they're just memories... I remembered the first time he touched me, I snuck him into the Gryffindor common room. He pulled me close by my neck tie gently kissing me.
"I like you.." he said kissing me again, this time stronger, I could feel his passion.
"I like you too.." i said back as he kisses down my neck making me hard.
I break free from the memory when an owl flies in with a letter.
"Dear Mr Potter, we are displeased to inform you that the ministry of magic has received intelligence that at approximately 9:23 this evening you produced the pratronus charm in the presence of a muggle. Due to the Decree for the Reasonable Restriction of Underaged Sorcery, you have been hereby expelled from Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
Hoping you are well,
Mafalda Hopkirk."
My stomach dropped. As if I could use anymore bad luck. Ron and Hermione haven't even written me, and now I will never see them again. Hogwarts was my only family, God damn it! That's where I met Cedric! This is impossible, I must be dreaming!
After pacing a marathon from one side of my room to the other, I came to the conclusion that I will not be attending Hogwarts anymore, I won't be seeing my friends and Draco. I will be stuck in this house of hell until I turn 17, and the sad part is, I won't be able to use magic on my own then either.
I laid down on my bed, took my glasses off and closed my eyes, I needed rest.
~
Cedric kissed me on my forehead and whispered "I love you Harry." Then all of a sudden we're in the graveyard, Wormtail, out of loyalty to Voldamort performed the killing curse on Cedric. His body flying through the air and landing two feet away from me. I felt my heart break over again. The cold sweat woke me from the dream like it always did. I fell back asleep with the pressure of Cedric's comforting lips on my forehead.