JENS POV
I wake up and see nichalos of the left on me with both of his eyes starting into mine.
"Goodmorning beautiful." he says
"Good morning and why are you in my bed?" I ask.
"You were drunk last night and I walked you home and I was worried so I stayed here."
"Awe that's so sweet." I kiss him and then get up and run downstairs and hear a knock at the door.
"JEN!"
"JOSH!" I yell, then I wrap my arms around his neck and hug him.
"Um Jen?" nick asks.
But I don't let go I just keep hugging josh until nick pulls my arms off of him.
"What was that!" he yells.
"I was just hugging him I haven't seen him in 3 months, calm down." nick looks at me in a mad way.
"Listen Josh, if you try to take Jen from me I will hurt you, understand!" he yells at josh. josh just looks at me terrified
"No nick! you won't hurt him and he isnt trying to take me away from you he is just my best friend you need to except that!" i yell.
"No Jen he was did you see the way he was looking at you!"
"That's enough nick were over get out!" I yell.
Nick runs through the door panting and slams the door behind him.
"I'm sorry Jen I didn't...."
"No josh it's not your fault he was being and idiot!" I say. I burst out in tears and josh wraps his warm arms around me I cry into his chest then look up into his eyes, he moves his mouth closer to mine then he pulls away.
He just walks over to the couch and I take a seat next to him.
"You want to have movie night later Jen?" he asks
"Sure can you come at 7?I ask
"Sure ill be here then!" then he gets up and hugs me and walks out.
Oh josh, he is so sweet and lovable! he's so cute too, I really do have the best friend in the world. but I wounder why he pulled away, did he change his mine or decied he doesn't like me like that? why? snap out of it Jen you just broke up with nick!
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I hear a knock at the door I run over and swing open the door to find josh staring there is his pjs with some candy in his hands.
"You know me so well!" I say
"Yeah, you little 8 year old." I laugh at him and he comes in a throws himself on the couch and I do the same and lay my head on his chest. He looks down at me and puts a candy in my mouth, then I pop up and put the movie in the DVD player."little manhattan"
Josh squints his eyes at me And I put my hands on my hips and squint my eyes back. I walk over and scrunch my nose and he pulls me down by my shoulders and I lay my head back on his chest. I feel my eyes clothes after a little while and I keep my eyes shut while listening to the movie. I feel a pair a lips touch mine, I grin a little then the lips lift up, I turn over and look into Joshes eyes, he blushed up and looks embarrassed.
"Josh." I say sounding disappointed
"I know." he says looking down.
"I better get going." He says
"No josh you don't have to leave."
"But it's 12'oclock."
"You can stay here with me tonight." I say, a huge grin fills his face and he gets up and gives me a hand .
"Where are we going." I ask.
"To bed."
"Okay." I race him upstairs and when I reach my door he stops.
"Goodnight josh." he looks at me confused.
"What's then matter?" I ask.
"I though...." he says
"You thought you were going to lay with me?" I ask
"Yeah."
"Well okay come in." I say while pulling his hand we lay side to side watching the tv. I then turn over on my side and he turns the other way so he's not facing me, I close my eyes and just listen.
"I love you Jen." my eyes then fly open and I see josh looking the other way from me, my heart starts pounding and a tear rolls down my face and I shut my eyes again.
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I wake up to find josh asleep next to me shirtless, I stare at his refined abs, and then he turns over and looks at me and smiles.
"Hey josh where's your shirt." I and giggling
"Oh I guess it just fell off." he laughs, I burry my head in the pillow and laugh at him.
"Jen I need to tell you something really important, I have wanted to tell you this since we started shooting the hunger games, jennifer Shrader lawrence I'm in love with you." my heart stops. its drops to the bottom of my stomachs and my eyes widen and stare into his.
Do I love him? I did want him to kiss me when he pulled away though. I do call him sweet and charming. I think I am in love with him too.
"Jen?"he asks
"Josh I love you too." a huge smile forms on his face, and he leans in and kisses me, at first I freeze then I kiss him right back. I put my forhead to his.
"Are we going to tell any one?' I ask.
"Not just yet." he says then kisses me again.
"Shit! Josh we have to get to the set to start mockingjay!" I say ppanicking josh pops up and I throws on a shirt while I run over and put on a pair if sweatpants and a tank top, we run to the door and to the car.
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When we arrive we run in holding hands to find willow Sam Jena and Liam and Jeffery sitting on the couch.
"Why are you two holding hands?" Jena asks.
I quickly pull away and look at the others, Jena throws a smirk at Sam and then they look back at me.
"What!?" I ask
"Nothin." Sam says.
Josh and I walk over to the set and stand behind the trailer. I push my back to the trailer, he puts his hands above my shoulders.
"Should we tell them?' he asks.
"Nah." I say, then he leans in and kisses me, he wraps his hands around my hips and I put my hands around his neck. we continue to kiss, then I hear footsteps and I quickly pull away. I let go off him and step back a little, then Sam and Liam walk up.
"What's going on?" they ask
"Nothing were just talking."
"Okay Jen." Liam says throwing a look to Sam. josh walks off and I stand just with Sam and Liam, Jena walks over and smiles at me.
"What?' I ask
"We all saw you two kissing." my mouth drops open and I don't know what to say.
"We're not dating he just kissed me and I didn't want to pull away." I say
They all look at one another then start walking off. josh taps me on the shoulders and turn around and he lifts me up and kisses me again. he puts his hands on my thighs.I slap his hand off and he places me down.
"What's the matter?" he asks.
"Why was your hand on my thigh?" I ask.
"I don't know maybe we could go in the trailer and...." He says.
"No josh no sex, I don't want to do that until mamarriage" I say
"Well then I guess I have to marry you right now." he smiles at me and laughs.
