I WISH APON A STAR...... ~ NIALL HORAN LOVE STORY

She's better off with out me

Wish a pon a star chapter

Jessica's pov

I could t sleep I just listed in bed thinking about him how could he do this to me how he could be so idiotic. I cryer for an hour before I called Jules and josh and Dylan and Katy when I told them the story and everything Dylan punched my wall and the. He came over and. Raped his arm around my shoulder and I nuzzled my head into his neck and crude even more I felt him tubing my side shhh'ing me and telling me it's going to be ok then Julia hugged me and they had to go so I was home alive with a broken heart and he's probly sleeping with Taylor right now ugh I hate him he's a jerk and go fall in a hole... Bit he was so sweet and he was the first kne in so long to give a crap about me and the. He does this I can't believe him!! Ugh

And no I'm crying In my bed watching mirror mirror. I got a call from Eleanor and Harry and Louis and he guys they are so nice to me. I just can't belive he would do his to me I took off the ring he gave me and I threw it against the wall it chipped alittle but at the time I did care I just sunk back into my bd with tread still strewn in down my face sniffing I pulled the covers over my face and started crying again

FUCK YOU NIALL HORAN

NIALL'S POV

I couldn't get out of bed the next morning I saw he empty bottle of wiskey on tr floor I sighed I'm such a fucking idiot I loved this gk and I promised her that I wouldn't so anything to her and that I'm her hero and that I'm her prince and the. I go and sleep with Taylor the bitch that ruined my relationship in the first place uh I bet she hates me right now I meet she's crying her eyes out uh such an idiot Liam's right j don't deserve her

There was a small knock on my door I whiped the tears that I didn't know we're falling Louis come from behind the door the only thing keeping me from the world the one thing that's seperating me from her

LOUIS: hey buddy you need to come out we miss you

ME: what's the point I broke the heart of the one girl that will ever make me happy why souls I go back out into the world

He sighed and sat in the edge of my bed

LOUIS: Niall look I know you feel like shit but the best thing you could do right now is to come out if this room we need you Niall even though I think your the biggest dck in the world but we need you Niall and I know Jessica would wont you to not disappoint the fans

I sighed I know he right I stand up and I walk into the bathroom and start the shower I hear Louis going out jntot the living room and telling the guys I could hear that they were happy expert for the girls when I walked out into the livig room ingot dirty looks from them in couldn't blame them. I fave them a shly smile and I sat down next to Harry, I Let out a loud sigh and fell back on the couch

ME:in an idiot

I heard Eleanor murmured

ELENAOR: no shit Sherlock

I looked at her with pleading eyes

She sighed

ELENAOR: Niall I love you you know I do but I also love Jessica ..

ME: I know ell and I'm happy that you are being a good friend to her all of you

ZYAN: Niall I just have a question for you

I looked over at him

ME:yah

ZYAN: why ?

I looked around and they were looking at me

I sighed and payed my head back

ME:honestly I have no fucking idea I'm just an idiot

Eleanor's phone goes off she looked down at t I know it's Jessica and Harry says

HARRY: speaker it

She sighs and nods and ours it on speker I hear crying my heart breaks even more

JESSICA: hey ell

ELANOAR: hey how you doing

JESSICA: pretty damn good

We were all confused

Elleanor : you were crying why then?

JESSICA: oh because uh

There's another person in the room chuckling

ELANOAR: Jess why are you crying

JESSICA: cuse I was watching the notebook and the end always gets me

She starts crying again

?: Jess why do you cry at these thing? It's just a stupid movie

It was a guy everyone looked at me my face fell even more

JESSICA: hey you shut up its a good. Sorry ell how's uh

I knew she was trying got say my name

ELANOR: he's a doing good he's uh in the livig room with me and the boys

JESSICA: good he came out of his room.. am I a totally bitch el?

My eyes widens and so did the guys ELanor shook her head

ELLANORA: no Jess your anything but

JESSICA: yah I am i should have let him talk and I shouldn't have put that whole am still waiting for the peorson to save me crap that I did because he did save me and I-i

She started crying again I felt some tears coming down my face

ELANORA: Jessica no you had every right to do exactly what you did

She sighed and the other side of the pounce fell sightly

?: Jess please stop shhh it's gonna be ok

It was the guy from befor my fists balled up

?:shhh Jessie remember what I told you last night shhh your gonna be ok shh .. Uh hi am Dylan Jessica's friend she passed out I guess she crud her slef to sleep

He let out a dry laugh

DYLAN: anyway uh shell call you back when she wakes back up and you can tell that sum bag Niall or whatever that he's a j-

?:Dylan shut up she's a sleep

And then the phone went died

I got up and I went to punch the wall I should be the one making JESSICA feel better j should be the one that she turned to no It has to ev that guy Dylan as I went to punch the wall a hand pulled me back I saw it was LIAM I sighed and I started crying again I fell to the floor and just crude my head against the wall

ME: that should be me

Was the last thing I said befor I got up and walks to the bathroom I saw what I needed the steel thin thing that could maybe make me feel better I sighed and sat on the table top and I put it to my wrist

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