Hopelessly Devoted (Malfie Fanfiction)

Chapter 1: If Only

So, I guess I should introduce myself: Hi, my name's Alfie and I'm a YouTuber. I've made videos for years now and YouTube has done so many great things for me. I've travelled. I've somehow got millions of viewers. I've been given so many amazing opportunities. I've even made many friends who have channels too. Speaking of friends, I have one who is very special to me. His name is Marcus. There's something about him that makes me very happy. This is the story of how I fell for him and somehow, maybe, could've fallen into his arms.

7 months ago:

I'd known I was gay for as long as I could remember. The hardest thing about it was the constant worry of being judged. Coming out to my parents was also very difficult; I'm very fortunate to have such an accepting and loving family. To that day, they were the only people who knew the truth about my sexuality. I'd never actually been in a proper relationship with a guy. I guess I was just waiting for the right time to come.

Gay porn... I'd watched it before. I'd masturbated whilst watching it before. It would turn me on. However, I never really fantasised about anyone in particular. That was until one night...

Turning the volume down to its lowest setting, making sure my family couldn't hear anything, I began a porn film. Featured were two very hot guys; both had huge dicks, may I add. It started like most: kissing, undressing and talking dirty. Then, one of the pair, apparently named Carter started to give 'Damion' a blowjob. I'm not gonna lie, I was enjoying it a lot. They eventually began to fuck and I suddenly had a thought. A thought that I couldn't erase.

As Damion thrust his cock into Carter's big ass, I imagined that I was Carter and Damion was Marcus, my best friend. I didn't think about it much at first as I felt myself about to cum. The more I thought about Marcus fucking me, the more intense this orgasm felt; I kind of just let it be. It wasn't until after, I began to question my thoughts deeper. Did I really fancy Marcus? I mean, I knew I was gay but I never considered him as a crush. I'm not going to lie, I must've had some pretty strong feelings for him after how the fantasy of him and me having sex made me feel.

That was how everything changed. I knew I'd never be able to look at Marcus the same again...