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Sometimes

Non-Fiction

this is a letter i wanted to give to a really close friend named saadil he had killed himself this past year and it broke me more that ever...

SOMETIMES

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by BrookePanda

by BrookePanda

Sometimes i think about how much pain u left me in.

sometimes i think about leaving you in the pain u left me in.

sometimes i want to teach you how to '' LOVE '' with a soul.

sometimes i think of a way out of depression, but my way out is

writing my deep down thoughts.

i over think about all the memories that i have been in pain by the worst nightmares.

i know im ''ALONE'' fighting this shitty life i mean u did leave me after all.

My battles call me names like : bitch, slut, whore, hoe, cunt, etc.

those words hurts me in ways that you cant feel in my body.

WOULD I EVER PUT YOU IN MY SHOES TO WEAR TO FEEL MY PAIN, NIGHTMARES, AND THE HEART BREAK I FEEL SO OFTEN? YES, I WOULD SO YOU CAN FEEL HOW I FUCKING WAKING UP DAY BY DAY IN THIS PIECE OF SHIT PLACE!!!!!!

But sometimes i jus wanna make sure that u know ''I LOVE YOU''

~BROOKLYNNE RANAE WELLS