A/N: Sorry about writing depression and sadness a lot, its just really what I feel about my life right now... ill be honest and say I am extremely depressed, my life has just been an impossible uphill climb, ill try to not kill myself but no promises.
Who needs a life anyway. They are just capsules to hold our bodies. If I killed myself I would have true freedom, wouldn't I? Come on, you all agree with that. Though it might be a bit extreme, it is the truest thing on this planet. Nobody can deny that, not even god. While it might be saddening, it really is the truth. It really is this feeling, of just... Pure loneliness, Pure sadness. Just wanting to be gone from this earth. That's my feelings, just wanting to be... gone. Just... Gone. I have no talents... Nobody loves me... And nobody ever will... You would have to be crazy in the head to love me. At least that's what most people say... They say I'm worthless, Disgusting, Ugly, A little bitch, A whiny pussy. And I just sit and listen to it. Honestly.. They are right. Nobody loves me, because I'm too ugly.. you would have to be crazy in the head to love me. I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm a bitch, I'm a whiny pussy. releasing my spirit would fix all my problems.
