Drugs and Tears

reading&writing

Reading's like a drug.
The more you take in the more you want and the more it influences you. The longer you're away from it the more you desire it. It usually gets you're adrenaline going and activates all you're senses all the way down to your focus. Occasionally you'll try to take as much in as you can but you just crash.

Writing's like crying.
When you have to do it not cause of force but because there's too much built up inside you, it just flows and spills from you. Sometimes you'll go off track and you're mind will wonder but that's okay cause if you're mind went there that means it has to let that out. It happens when you're emotions need to be released and sometimes you have to go big and let it all out. In till that's done it will stay with you, keep you awake, keep your mind wondering and intervene with your focus. When you finally except it, it will invade your mind, heart, soul and body. As if you're no longer in control, it takes you over and becomes your source of energy, it keeps you going and gives you the power you need to get it all out. Once you're done, you're left drained, no energy, no strength, you'll most likely just want to to close your eyes and sleep.