To The Girl I Used To Love At School (COMPLETE)

The Girl I Used To Love

"Yeah Mom, I'm telling you that I'm doing it seriously. What? No, I'm just busy dealing with customers. I was really have no time! I couldn't lose the chance, it'll also affect my future with Chaeyeon if I lose it I can't have better future with her. Geez, yeah...I know, I understand. Now I gotta go, I'll call you later Mom. Bye. Ah yeah, I'll go there tonight. Bye,"
I sighed after a long conversation on telephone with my always nagging mom. Why she's always nagging and nagging and controlling me, telling me this and that. I'm already fckin' 29 years old man and I know how to handle things but she's just to excited with my wedding that's why she kept bothering me. And me, I also couldn't believe myself. At time like this when career is more important than anything, why did I agreed to get married with Chaeyeon? I mean, I know that we've been dating for three years but now I regret that it's too fast to marry someone although she's the only girl I date right now.
For me Park Jimin, career is more important. Period. So let the wedding things with Chaeyeon and don't bother me with that.
"Ah!"
"Oops I'm so-!"
I turned around to someone who accidentally bumped into my shoulder but I couldn't utter any words as I saw who the person I just bumped into. She has a long ash gray hair with bright skin and red lips and she's so special. I know that because she's indeed so special, at least she used to be. And she's still damn beautiful and adorable that can take my breath away. Why in the world I should bump into her?
"Oppa?"
"Jimin Oppa?"
At her second call, I realized that I'm not dreaming. She's her. Minatozaki Sana my junior at high school. The shy and clumsy girl whom man got crazy with. She's that adorable Sana who I used to know very well.
"Sana...,"
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Sitting in front of me was Sana whom I just met the last time about 7 years ago. She turned into an amazing woman with that semi-formal suit. She's more composed now although I bet she's still clumsy because tripping on stuffs is her hobby. Her skin is still so bright and flawless which made me questioning her aging, she's still looked like 17 years old Sana but more composed and elegant.
"Well I work as designer and my store is in Apgujeong. How about Oppa?"
"Oppa?"
"Eh? What?"
Shoooot! Damn it, I caught off guard again! Yeah, she talked about her career right?
"So you're living your dream. That's great for you,"I smiled genuinely.
"And I bet Oppa also living your dream, a businessman?"
"Yeah, I work in property area. I'm still crawling to be a great businessman just like my father,"
Sana smiled gently. The smile that I used to see a lot a few years ago. The smile that never fail to make my heart beat so fast. The smile that I always asked when I was in hard time. I feel a weird warm but painful feeling going through my body. Do I miss her smile so bad?
"That's great Oppa...then...how about your wife?"she asked.
"Eh?"
"You're already in age that having family is normal and I know that you never having trouble to get any woman you want. So, who is your wife?"
I observe her face, at least a hidden feeling when she asked that kind of thing. Do I smell jealousy? Worry? But why am I thinking like that? It's been years and I know things has already changed. At least from her.
"I haven't married yet, Sana,"I flashed a smile. Sana looked startled but she quickly changed her face. Did I just catch a relief?
"I see, don't be too focus with your career, Oppa. You need to start a family as well,"she said.
"And you?"I asked, trying to hide my curiousity and worry.
"My boyfriend just proposed me a week ago and we plan to get married before summer,"
WHAT?
"Oh really? Well, that's great for you. Ah, I need to go, Sana. I have appointment with client,"I said, trying to hide my emotion.
"Oh, okay Oppa. I wish you can come to my wedding, I will deliver the invitation to your house,"Sana smiled lightly. I smiled back at her and nodded.
"Take care, Sana,"I said before I take my leave.
I sighed heavily and lighted up cigarette. I blew a smoke and looked from my rear mirror at the café which I just visited. There was a black newest Range Rover and Sana entered the car. I narrowed my eyes to get a better visual at who was inside the car. I couldn't see the face clearly but my heart was tore into two as I saw Sana kissed the guy inside the car.
"Idiot,"I tossed my cigarette and took my leave.
Why she appeared in front of me at time like this? Why she appeared so suddenly and showed me that? I'm getting married as well and maybe I'll be the first but why I'm more mad at her?