Based on a true story of a girl with a man's heart..
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"Why?"
That's all she always says in her mind whenever she's in somehow situation like how she was always used to.
Came from a broken family since she was 4 years old. 4 more half-sisters, 2 half-brothers from 5 different moms.
1-Roel was the eldest
2-Donna and Allan
3-Andy
4-Odessky (legitimate)
5-Jazel and Queenie
A clever kid who always wants to play that normally kids does. Spills her milk where her Mom can't see it. Go out when there's a chance whenever her Mom wants her to sleep every late afternoon. Play with her bike where she always kick the supporter upside down even she doesn't know how to ride it single. Got bruised yet still being punished, whipped, trounced. She just wanna play. But "Why?"
Moved from Biñan to Pasay since her parents were separated. Kindergrade age living with cousins, aunts and not with her Mom anymore. Miss her Mom so much as she always see her only once in a month.
"I miss you always Ma, why need to be away?".
"I need to child, I also wants us to be together again. Mama and Papa with you. But Mama needs to go get a work". Sobbing, "Why?"
As while she's growing up, seeing her mom once in a month. What a very happy day everytime and a feeling like she has someone who can protect her, cuddle her, play with her, go out.
And her dad every year in a period of month or more, where she remember nothing much but only few going outs. But she still remember her dad surprised her with a big doll but doesn't know she's afraid of those doll's eyes.
"Pa I'm afraid of dolls :( . Buy me a Leggo instead :)"
"Okay Andy, just be always a good girl with good grades."
"Cousins are the one who's bad Pa, not me -_-"
She was so happy whenever her dad is around. Only times where her aunts and uncles treat her in a way like a princess since her dad was the breadwinner anyway. Sleeping beside him at night, play and cuddle, where she still remember how loud she cries whenever she's awaken without her dad beside her every morning.
One day, she met this fair beautiful lady with her dad.
"Andy, meet Mama Liezel. She will be the one who'll take care of you from now on. Treat her like your Mom okay?"
"Okayy . Hello -.-"
(Why what about Mom!? ;( )
"Hello Andy"
She was nice. It was hard for Andy's at first. But the lady and her dad didn't last long for reason she doesn't know.
And same scenario again. Two ladies she as far as she remembers, but forgot those names already. A confused kid wondering why and where they are, missing those ladies while it was hard to get connection always at the beginning but then again they're away.
And then she finally met Mama Lala, 2nd gradeschool age. She was also nice. She finally has this someone who can take good care of her while her Mom can't. Realized having two different moms are awesome. But she also sees the conflicts, jealous, envy. While she knows who the real mom are. (I love you both so please don't make it hard for me ) in her mind.
Second grade age when finally her dad will be getting married. It's no big deal since she's nice. She's contented happy seeing her dad is so happy too. While seeing her mom sobbing, smiling with a painful heartbreak where this innocent kid barely can do nothing but to let go with the flow.
