Losing Control

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This one shot takes place during Season 3 Episode 15 “Time Is on My Side” when Bela is about to be dragged down to Hell due to a deal she made with a demon (Lilith) ten years ago. Enjoy!

Losing Control

Bela was frightened, terrified really. She was too young to understand what she was doing at the time. Too naïve to know that there was true evil in this world. So she hid in her circle of salt and ground down Goofer Dust with Devil’s Shoestring branches on top of the door. Hoping to keep them out a bit longer. She didn’t really see the point though. She would have to go some time and trying to delay it wouldn’t do her any good. But she wanted some final moments before she was dragged off to Hell. Bela began to do something she hadn’t in a very long time as the Hell Hounds began to claw at the wooden door of her bedroom. She prayed. She prayed to God they would give mercy upon her even though she knew they wouldn’t. Demons weren’t very merciful by nature. Always double crossing and looking out for themselves. Kind of like humans, kind of like her. After all, this started because she wanted the millions of dollars her parents had all to herself. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes to greet the beasts that would drag her down to her new home. She hoped she would get a warm welcome. With a shaking hand, Bela swiped her palm against the salt and Goofer Dust. Feeling the sting of the powders against her scratch marks she sighed, if she was being dragged she would go down with dignity, even if she did lie to Dean about the Cult.