It's about a week before Christmas, and I have an ultrasound today. When we got to the doctors office and were taken back to a room, a nurse immediately came in and started the appointment. She asked me some questions, one of which started to worry me. The nurse asked me, "Has anything felt off during the pregnancy?" I answered, "No. I haven't felt anything different." The nurse then started the ultrasound, and told me something I never thought I would have to hear. "Miss Aphmau, I can only find one heartbeat. I'm so sorry." I started crying, and Aaron was comforting me. I never thought I would have to go through this. We went along with the ultrasound, and found the our girl is still alive. We got finished with the ultrasound, and I walked out crying while Aaron put his arm around me. I walked into the house crying, and to my surprise, my mom, Katelyn, KC, Lucinda and Melissa were there. They saw me crying, and ran up to hug me. When they released me, I walked up to my bedroom, and Aaron told them what happened. I just sat on my bed crying, when Aaron and my mom walked in. Aaron sat next to me, and pulled me onto his lap. He hugged me, and my mom sat next to him. He hugged both of us. After a little while, my mom went home. We got on Instagram to read comments and look at fan posts. Almost every comment on our most recent post was asking why we haven't uploaded a video today. We posted something kind of explaining the situation.
Here was the post;
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"Sorry about not posting a video today. I have not felt much like vlogging today, neither has Aaron. We found out something today that I thought would never happen, and it has really brought me down. Thank you for all the concern, but give me and Aaron time to grief. We will start uploading when we are feeling better about the situation."
A few minutes after we posted, comments started rolling in asking about what happened. I replied saying, "We are not comfortable saying right now." After I answered some more comments and checked Twitter, I looked at the time and it was 6. I went downstairs to start cooking and Aaron wasn't home. I saw a note he left that said. "I'll be home soon. Going to the grocery tonight to get stuff so I can make you dinner tonight. Love you babe." I went over and sat down on the couch and watched tv until Aaron came home. When Aaron came home, I didn't hear him come in, and he came up behind me and kissed my head. I turned around and he kissed me. He came around next to me and we had a small make-out session before he got up to make dinner. I sat at the bar and me and Aaron talked while he cooked. He brought plates to the bar, and we ate. After I ate, me and Aaron did dishes then we went upstairs. I grabbed a book and read out loud until I fell asleep.
