The phone call that changed my life

I just miss you

I woke up with tears in my eyes. I looked at him for the last time before I stood up from the bed. I wore my clothes quickly, my bag was ready, and I had my documents. He was the last person I had to say goodbye to.

I moved closer to his beautiful and perfect face, he was sleeping so well. I didn't want to wake him up. I kissed him sweetly for the last time while a tear fell down.

"I love you Zayn" I whispered. I put the letter I wrote to him in the pillow and I walked out of the room crying.

I went into my room and I took the bag. I waved quickly at Giulia and Carlotta and I walked out the hotel. I'll always have great memories here.

I walked for almost 10 minutes, then I took a taxi and he took me at the train station.

After 20 minutes I was sitting in my seat inside the train. I didn't stop to cry.

Is this the right thing? I don't know...I had to find the strength to keep going. He will get marry soon and he'll be happy, he'll find a way to be happy.

I have to be strong for myself. For him. For us, even though an "us" doesn't exist anymore.

ZAYN'S POV

I woke up with a smile on my face. Today I want to take Marta in the gondola, I'll give her the necklace I bought and I'll tell her I love her. I'm nervous, I can't wait. It's the perfect plan.

I turned away to wake up my beautiful girl with my kisses on her neck.

But she wasn't there.

"Marta?" I called her. She didn't reply. I stood up and I walked towards the restroom but she wasn't there. I walked into the living room and I looked at the clock.

"It's just 7.30 am. Usually she wakes up now to go to work" I told myself. I went in my bedroom again and I saw something on the pillow where she was sleeping. It was a white envelope with my name written on it. I sat down and I opened it. Something was not going right and I took a deep breath before I started to read the worst thing I have ever read.

I read it with so much attention and I started to cry.

"No" I said and I ran out of my room. I was going downstairs really fast and I was sobbing. I arrived in front of her room and I knocked strongly at her door.

"Marta! Marta! Open this fucking door!!" I screamed but no one replied. I arrived in the hall of the hotel, with messy hair, barefoot, without a shirt on, crying with this damned letter in my hand.

"Where is she?" I yelled to Carlotta.

"She's not here anymore" she replied sadly.

"Where is she?" I yelled again while tears fell down over and over again.

She didn't replied so I ran towards the director's office. I opened the door without knocking, I didn't care.

"Where is she?" I yelled in front of him and Aurora.

"She left early this morning" Aurora told me.

"Where is she now?" I yelled crying. I can't stop, I feel like I'm dying.

"We don't know, she left but she didn't take a taxi" the man replied.

"Why did she leave? What did you do to her?" I yelled.

"We didn't do anything to her, it was her choice" Aurora told me.

I ran away like a mad person. I went upstairs and I walked into my room. I need to calm down but I can't do it. How can I find her? I know she lives in Milan but if I go there, how do I find her?