The phone call that changed my life

Letter

LIAM'S POV

I took the letter in my hands and after Zayn allowed me to read it, I started to read it out loud.

"Zayn,

I write to you this letter because I didn't have the courage to say goodbye. I would've never found the strength to do it. Forgive me. I've never believed in love, maybe because I've never found the true love. But I know it arrives when you don't expect it, sure enough we didn't expect it so it arrived. I wanted to live my life with you, I wanted to be always next to you to share everything. I wanted to have kids and see in their eyes, the same light your eyes have.

Our destiny though, decided to separate us.

I can't explain the reasons why I left but I'm doing this for you Zayn. For us. There is just one thing I'm sure about: you can't love me, your heart doesn't belong to me anymore and I can't be the center of your thoughts. Our relationship was great even if it didn't last much longer. You gave me so much, you made me feel special and you entered in my heart without me noticing it. You always surprised me with your words and your smile. Thanks to you I understood what LOVE is. Thank you for this, without you I would not be the person I am today. But most of all I'm thankful to have found the true love, the one you find just once in your life. I will look at myself in the mirror, I'll have the same face but I won't have the light in my eyes. The light that made me feel alive. I will try to find the strength to keep going, I will look back at our memories, at your songs...but I'm sure I'll be not in peace. It's so hard to say goodbye to the person you loved with all your heart. Take me with you wherever you go, please don't forget me.

It's unbelievable how something suddenly ends, but I think that love never ends. We'll always have memories of special and unique moments. Maybe they'll tell me to forget you but I won't because you're the best memory I have. I will always miss you.

Who knows if you'll miss me. Who knows if you'll miss my laugh, my kisses or if those are the same as others. I just hope that wherever you'll be, with whoever you want to be, our memories will allow you to be happy. Because you deserve it. Keep going and fight for the people you love.

I didn't have the time to tell you I love you so I'll do it now.

I love you and I'm not sure if I'll love again, but I know that I'll never love someone as much as I loved you.

I promise.

Your baby,

Marta"

ZAYN'S POV

Hearing those words again...fuck I feel even worse. Why did she do this to me?

"Wow" Niall said.

"It's...it's really beautiful" Harry replied. I turned around and I saw that all of them were crying.

"How can you tell me it's beautiful? This letter breaks my heart every single time, I don't have my heart anymore"

"He wants to say that what she feels is as strong as what you feel for her" Louis said to defend Hazza.

"I never told something like that to Harry. This is so much more than love Zayn" he added.

"She loves you Zayn, more than you know. She told you that, she left for you" Liam said.

"You're not helping me Liam. Niall why don't you say something?" I asked him.

"I'm thinking" he said.

"Liam could you read that again?" he added looking at Liam.

"No, no way. Maybe you don't understand how I feel" I said screaming.