December 20

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OMFG! I hate Robin for making me do this stupid journal! Ugggggghhhhh! He can be so annoying sometimes. But since I just HAVE to write stuff in here, IMMA make it interesting.

One word- MY MAMA, RAVEN(that is one word, right?😂)

So today me and Rae went out for a walk, and like outta NOWHERE it starts snowing.
😫🔫
I have some past experiences with people and snow, yellow snow to be exact, and I wanna keep em to myself.

Anyways, so it starts snowing right, and when it does, Raven stopped walking. So then I'm all like "Gurl it's hella cold out here! Freagin -15 degrees up in this joint!" She just stood there with her eyes closed and her head tilted up to the sky, along with a smile that felt oddly warm. It made me feel warm too, as if my hands were in the holes of her sweater. But I gotta say brah, she looked so damn cute! I quickly took a picture and made sure she didn't see me:

 But I gotta say brah, she looked so damn cute! I quickly took a picture and made sure she didn't see me:

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Aaaaaahhhhh, it felt so good at the moment.

But now I realize something: I have no chance with her at all. So many people ask me why I liked her (lookin atch you bbrae fans!) and I always say the same thing.
It's amazing enough she has mesmerizing looks, but her inner beauty is the most breath taking sight I've ever seen. You guys probably don't understand this, but when I look at her inner beauty, I see the eyes of a goddess who doesn't want to hurt the ones who once hurt her. I can see her heart is always in the right place, and all it needs is a small spark of some sort to really open up.

I hope one day I could be that spark, but sometimes I go a bit overboard, and then she starts saying I'm annoying. So I guess that's why I got no chance with her. But what can I say, she is the love of my life.

DAMN BOIIII!!! THAT WAS SOME DEEP ISH YOU JUST SAID THERE!!

But y'all can't judge me, it be true homie!

I swear, I can smell Chick-FIL-A right now, and I think Cyborg's here....soooo

HASTA LEVISTA SUCKERS!

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