The Experiment

This experiment could go really bad or really good. Let me explain what I'm going to be doing before I get ahead of myself. My experiment is that I'm going to be depressed. I'm not trying to get really wanting attention, I'm trying to push myself to my breaking point, something I've never gotten to.

Here are the things I'm going to follow for the experiment to play out well:

1. Wear dark clothes. Wear heavy eyeliner and mascara. Rumple up my hair. Basically look like shit.

2. Change the way I speak. Whisper as make it seem that it is hard for you to talk. Be sarcastic and a bit snappy. Be serious all the time. Sigh and use shoulder shrugs.

3. Seclude yourself. Restrain yourself from any social interaction. Don't talk to people unless people talk to you, and make the conversation short. Have a thoughtful expression on your face.

4. Frown, not all the time though. Think back to depressing times in your life. When something is funny only have a tiny grin.

5. If someone asks if you're okay, say yeah like you only kind of mean it.

Day one is tomorrow and I record all of the data I can possible.