PAW’S POV
December 25, 1.23 AM
Christmas night went well, we ate, laugh and share other things. Masaya na sana ako, pero muntikan ko nang makalimutan yung fact na, I’M ON A SECRET MISSION AND SHE’S THE ONE WHY DAWN DOESN’T LOVE ME.
Why do I accept her offer by the way? Ahh, really, kasi kanina pa teks ng teks ang loko. By loko, I mean..
From: Fabian.
I’m here at your house. Your mom invited me. Where are you by the way?
From: Fabian.
Hey, san ka na raw? Hinahanap ka na nila.
From: Fabian.
Di ka ba daw dito magpapasko? Just tell’em, nag-aalala na sila.
From: Fabian.
C’mon! Be mature, di ka magcecelebrate ng pasko sa bahay nyo kasi nandito ako? Consideration naman Paw. And by the way, libre sumagot ng tawag.
Madami pa yan, kung alam nyo lang. Really? What happened to us anyway? Yung gabing sinabi niyang may ‘so-called-date’ kami? Of course, hindi ko siya matanggihan sa harap ni Popsy, he looks so happy.
So, nag-date kami. A silent date, I didn’t talk to him kahit na kinakausap niya ako, mukha nga siyang nagmomonologue eh and that’s all. There’s nothing between me and Fabian, AGAIN. As in, wala na talaga.
I explained naman kila Momsy at Popsy, as well as, Neri na HINDI KAMI ULIT. Geez, kakastress! Naka-upo na ako sa sahig at may hawak na isang gallon ng ice cream.
Milly and I decided to watch a movie, what movie? Resident Evil, the after ‘after-life’ version. Cool ‘ryt? Isa sa mga similarities namin ang mga action movies, YEP. ISA SA MGA SIMILARITIES NAMIN, really, nagkaroon kasi kami ng girl talk =_= I’m not into HER by the way, just a plain neat investigation.
Umupo siya sa tabi ko after she turn the lights off. Nag-uumpisa na when she spoke. “Hey, your phone is ringing.”
Anoberr. Mamumura ko na talaga ‘tong Fabian na’to eh! I silently send my mother a message that some friends of mine invited me for a Christmas Party. Then I turned-off my phone.
I watched this for the third time pero hell, anong nakakasawa sa mga zombie diba? Intense pa rin kasi. YEA.
“Hey, can I ask you something?” I abruptly said. Napalingon naman siya agad sakin, confused.
Oh-kay, nanunuod pala kami. Pero tumango siya.
“You really love Dawn, huh?”
“So much.”
Sumubo ako ng ice-cream. “Di ka takot sa kanya?”
She looked at me shocked. Bigla siyang namutla. Oh-kay, konti na lang may malalaman na’ko. I can sense something here.
“Uhh – Bakit naman ako mata..takot sa kanya?” she asked horrified.
Wow, good start Pauline! High five! I shrugged. “Baka iwanan ka niya?” Anong ‘baka’? Iiwan ka talaga niya!
She shifted all of her attention to me. Mukhang nagulat siya sa tanong ko,talaga? Ganun siya ka-confident na hindi mawawala si Dawn sa kanya? Well, newsflash: si Pauline Decena ang kalaban mo ’te, isang desperada. Bakit pa ako nagtiis na kaibiganin ka if this all will just go to waste?! Think harder.