A Poem of Confession

Written by: John Paul V. Aguinaldo

As time goes on
Changes were seemed common
Yet all the matters still holding on
And some of them has won

Feelings seems to grow more,
But fading is still possible
In despair times, smile must be wore
Co'z things could be able

Great things happens to those who waits
You have to be patient in every time you awakes
Genuine love gives and takes
And that is what you could find when you rakes

Right time has its own path way
You might be intend on this trail, someday
On the bed of roses, it is your choice if you want to lay
And your authority to close your eyes if you can't endure the brightest ray

Not all goods considered as best
Sometimes, it was the false hope where we takes rest
Embracing the truth and opening your mind into the lies was the greatest test
And that strategy would be the greatest

In often times, our wounds transformed us into someone we are not
And believing, that the story we built, must be filled by a certain dot
Would that be the pace into contrition?
Or the stairs into fruition?

In fact, the experience cultivates our lives
It is the soul of patience, beneath the chaotic ocean, that dives
Through the open-hearted desires of love
And the genuity on the above

All the things that I can do has been done precisely
But I was fooled by someone's special unmercifully
That's why I can't move nor speak seemingly
And that is all what you can call a sob-story

I was awaken by the outcrying heart
And I'll never forget the day that keeps us apart
The perplexity was rotating on my mind
And the happiness that I always wanted to find

Does miracles exist?
Co'z the grief can't resist
Could this broken heart be rectified?
Just want myself be satisfied

I regret the love that I gave
I just want our relationship to save
But my ways took me onto grave
Thus it made me feel so brave

I was staring at the stary night
I suddenly felt that it is the right
Letting her go is the greatest insight
And I supposed to embrace it so tight

Tomorrow is my new beginning
Never thought that it is my story's ending
Everythings starts with a "Hi" greeting
And could be ended without saying anything

I was beside my childhood friend
Preaching me that it is not an end
Saying that good things tend to happen
But unfortunately, nobody knows when

This person was really worthy to be loved
But not through the stupidity that I was dressed
I can't deny that I have a lil feelings towards her
Yes, that was so great, but still need to conquer

With her in my life there is nothing I want more
She can fix even a severe sore
The happiness of life has always wore
And that is the reason why she's always on fore

She helped me laugh
She refined the rough
She dried my tears
And because of her, I have no fears

What's the meaning of it?
Am I in love with her even a bit?
Should I confess my love enthusiastically?
Or must ask an apology?

Indeed, I'm such a coward
No one ask, afterward
Yes, I'm really scared
Co'z I thought, no one cared

That day, I was so drowned
I wanted myself to get frowned
I have no idea if what kind of pace that I must step-out
Should I still go on? Or get myself out?

My mind conquered my body
I just found-out, that my feets were trudging automatically
Where would they bring me to? I asked myself confusingly
Am I suppose to stop over here? Or go on strolling hopefully

I just noticed that I stood up in front of her house
Pressing the doorbell to gets them arouse
Waiting the door to open widely
And bring-out my life-long dream lady

What I expected, has been granted
The lady faced me with a bliss stated
It can make me laugh but I won't chuckled
So I stay calm, because there's something serious that meant to be tackled

I was about to confess my love when she said "I love you"
I was so dumb and supprised, So I can't say I do too
I held her hands and kissed them with love and sincerity
And that means I can protect her heart righteously