I was ready about 5 weeks ago I wanted to see your face to hear your voice from outside.. Yet me entering this world was delayed I guess it was at my best interest. The morning your water broke I can hear you giggling and Dad yelling hurry to get dressed no shower that the hospital was where you needed to be. I was stuck your contraction they had to kick start. I could hear you moaning,at first I felt your body swaying side by side. Than I hear Dad say get off the ball let's dance you couldn't though instead you asked to get the in bathtub. The water couldn't be too hot and the nurse stated that the monitors needed to record my heart beat so pushing the whirlpool button all the time was not an option. I can tell pushing that button helped you relax some. Eventually you had to get out so they can check your cervix. Oh mommy you were so tired you start falling asleep. The epidural seem to be your best option it helped you I guess. Yet you couldn't really fall asleep for long it was always short cat naps. It's time to push Mrs.Jackson OK here comes a contraction "push mommy push" I wanted to encourage you but it hurt my head and I didn't budge. You stopped pushing then restarted two hours later "push mommy push". Mommy you're such a strong lady you said no to a C-section but they only gave you a time period and if you didn't make any progress there were going to do one anyway. Push mommy push and you did with all your might. My head came out and then my shoulder got stuck but guess what mommy I came out just fine. I tried to come 5 weeks ago I wanted to see your face to hear your voice from outside and now I can they layed me on you and you cried even more than me. I guess that's how love at first sight suppose to be. Hello Mommy it’s me
