My youtube lover, sam pottroff

Chapter 1:High school DRAMA

School

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I walk into the school doors,go to my locker

Typical day

I walk into math class and see my best friend Marylyn

"Hey Mary" I say boringly

"Hey An!" she smiles.

Why does Marylyn have to be prettier then me? She has a boyfriend and I can't even get my own. Sometimes I wish I was her. Why can't I be confident like her it's not fa-

"ANNA!" Marylyn shouts.

"YES?" I shout back.

"What's wrong I've called you like three times?" She asks worried.

Marylyn knows I self-harm so she tries not leaving me alone so I don't, but I'm glad I haven't self harmed for a week now! Thanks to her, I don't know where I'd be without her.

"I'm fine" I fake smile.

"Ok" she smiles back.

"Ok class get out your math books.." Mr.Edwards says bluntly.

The whole class groans.

"Oh shush be glad I'm not giving you homework today"

Really? Mr. Edwards is being nice for once? Wow.

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Lunch

I get my lunch and right when I'm about to go to my table

*SPLASH*

Amy

"Oh sorry I didn't see you there" she says sarcastically.

Everyone's eyes are on me and Amy.

Great. I really need this right now, ok let me explain Amy to you, she's been bullying me since I was 7 I have no idea why I mean I am best friends with her best friend Marylyn but why does she care? I mean she was like this even when she was 7 I see why she doesn't want to be her friend anyways,

"You really did not need to do that" I say angry.

"Oh someone's angry sorry, but you're shirt was already ugly, it really doesn't matter if I got anything on it anyways"

She smirks.

Well ok,

"Bitch" I mutter.

I must've said it too loud because her eyes widen.

"What did u say to me?"

Crap.

"You know what"she gets a milk carton from someone and smashes it on my head.

I gasp.

Everyone is staring at me,I can't take this anymore. I drop my tray and run.

I'm going home.

I'm sorry Mary.

The first thing I do when I go home is go to the bathroom.Lock it, I get my razor and cut my wrist, I watch the blood slowly go down my arm. A tear goes down my face.

I wash my wrist off and watch the blood all go off my arm I put a bandage on.I don't like doing this to myself, I shouldn't do this to myself, but I can't help it this is the only way to take my anger and sadness out.

I Lay on my bed and instantly fall asleep.

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Authors note: I hope with the girls and guys that do cut, get better, there's no reason to cut you're beautiful and you don't need to harm yourself love you, stay strong :)xx

Anna will get better to

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