Reality and dreamlands are two diffrent worlds...being cara its difficult the daughter of premier.Everything u do is just not perfect because no one is perfect ... My dad wants to much from me but i cant do all thise things i just dont think that is life if ur not free and if u cant do everything u wanna do ... I m teen like others i just dont wont to be diffrent because diffrent makes me feel bad . So my life in a way or another is boring . I started my day listening to my dad lessons than i go to schol there is like heel the mos beautiful place is the library .. The books are my life and my solution my dreamland where everything is just perfect .U should meet Mrs . Rossie she is a lovely lady i have her like my second mother . One day she was sick it wasnt just like other caught she has cancer and library is her life two days before she died she let me and his newphy John the library now it was in our hands we have to be kind costumers and everything should be like it was with Mr . Rossie . The day that she died it was just like a chatostophie .... I said to her that everything will be ok everything will be like it was before i promised to her .. Lot of people prayed for her she was just an a amazing person . After a week i went to library everything was just like she let it than all the things remeber me her my second mother. That day I meet John he was so shy it wasnt like other guys we started , our days at 8 am together John know started making jokes and making me to laugh after a long time . One day his phone rang and someone said to him " Bitches like Cara are everywhere " at the begin he doesnt tell me but than i pleased him to tell me what happen than he told me . Than he said to me and if all the world call u slut bitch or anything else i dont care i know who u are i really know ur the most awsome beautiful person in the world... Those words maked my day complite he wasnt lile other friends that stay with u only they want fame he wasnt like others i said that at the begging . He was poor and what i dont think that friendship is based in money but in heart love isnt just word its a whole world .... After library we went for a walk than at the school it was a routine now for us . But my dad start folowing me he was saying at me all the time dont go to library dont stay with john and things like these but one day he said to me that i should chose or him pr library and john . I said to him that i cant make that decison its difficult these are my everything than he was so angry and slapped me so i open the door i looked back and said to him i wont come back than ran out of it . I stayed at john apartament i wasnt happy anymore life wasnt a good trip for me anymore after 3 months i saw my dad in park when je saw me he syart crying than he come closer than he said to me i wanna talk with u please than we started taking he soad to me ur my princess my everything that i have in this world u give up from my job for u i start crying then i hugged him after a week we start dating with john my life was incredebel it was just like a dream it looked like my dreamland but it wasnt it was reality so dont judge only from ur side judge form others side life is just a trip so have fun on it ....
