The Quarterback Tackled My Heart (bxb)

Chapter Six

Warning: rape, abuse, self-hating

Did not reread or edit.

SETH'S POV-

It felt like my world was crumbling down around me, slowly dying. Why? What does it always have to be me? What did I do to deserve this? Where is my happy ending, do I even get one?

Tears streamed down my soft cheeks falling on to my bed sheets. I was curled up in a ball, knees up to my chest and my arms around my knees. I tried to think of the positive things. Maybe I was going crazy and this wasn't real, yeah that's it. That text was nothing it was just some teen trying to prank me.

Oh, who the hell am I kidding it really is him. He's back and he is coming for me. I can't tell anybody I would just be too much of a burden.

He was my love, my life, and he broke my heart.

I cried for days and he wouldn't care he would just look at me angrily and try to shush me with his fists. I remember it like it was yesterday the way he looked at me. The way he abused me, mentally and physically.

{Flashback}

Tears came constantly down as I thought of how nasty and ugly I am. I look horrible, I'm hideous if people looked at me they would probably cry too. They would feel pity for me because of the face that covers my skull.

Tears ran faster down my face when I heard the door bang open. He's gonna do it again he's gonna hurt me. Am I really that bad to love? Maybe I deserve it after all I am a hideous monster. He stared at me heatedly and stomped over to me.

"Stop fucking crying slut your gonna give me a goddamn headache" he glared with his hands balled into fists. I cried harder and he grabbed me by my hair and threw me off from the desk chair and onto the bed face first.

{Warning: rape, mature}

He roughly pulled my pants and underwear down. He started to unbuckle his jeans and took the belt and whipped me on my ass hard. I screamed out and the tears came down faster than before. It burned so bad, why did he have to hurt me?

He took off the rest of his clothes and he grabbed my hips and put me on all fours with my ass in the air. He spits in his hand and coated his d!ck He slammed into me and I screamed loudly. It felt like my hole was ripping apart even though he used spit as lube it still hurt.

He didn't even let me adjust before he grabbed my hips and started pounding into me. I hate to admit it but I was hard like a rock and my c0ck was dripping pre-cum. I hated that he made me feel this way but I loved him so I let him do whatever he wanted to me.

(Present)

When it was over he would just leave the room not even stealing a glance at me. He stayed with me at my house because my parents were never home. I didn't want to be alone so I would invite him to stay over until my parents came back.

I slowly got up and headed downstairs to apologize to him for making him angry. I rushed down the steps to also make sure he didn't leave me. I saw him sitting on the couch watching a football game. I walked over and sat on his lap. He continued to look at the screen so I decided I should start apologizing.

"I'm sorry that I made you angry" I whispered tears threatening to spill from my eyes. "It's alright baby," he said and kissed me lovingly. I wish he could be this gentle and loving all the time I sighed.

{End of flashback}

Someone repeatedly knocked on my front door. Groaning I got up and slide on pajama bottoms that were short shorts. I had no shirt on so my bare chest was free to see. I walked to the front door and opened it to see Asher standing there with a bag.

He smiled and walked in not even asking. "Please do come in, make your self-extra comfy," I said sarcastically rolling my eyes.

"Thank you I will" he smiled and walked to the kitchen. With a huff, I followed him into the kitchen to see him putting ice cream cartoons into the freezer.

"Why are you here," I asked.

"I couldn't come say hi to my sexy boyfriend" he smirked while I blushed probably looking like a tomato. "No it's just odd for you to just show up out of nowhere" I said walking over to him.

"Well I missed you little cutie" he pouted and wrapped his arms around my waist. I blushed again at the nickname. "I missed you to cupcake," I said.

"Cupcake," he said smiling "I like it," he said happily. I giggled and turned around to help put food in the freezer. I heard a gasp and I turned back around confused.

"Whats the matter is something wrong," I asked concerned.

"You have a piercing on both your back dimples goddamn that's hot" he groaned then smiled deviously.

He inched closer to me as I took an inch back every step he took. Soon my back hit the kitchen wall and Asher had me pinned.

He latched his lips on to mine sucking on them greatly. He pried my mouth open with his tongue sending shivers down my spine and a soft moan to rise from my throat.

His tongue slid past my teeth into my warm mouth touching my tongue. Our tongues touching sent heat all over my body. He ground our crouches together making my mouth pour out moans.

He smirked against my lips and grabbed my hips picking me up. I wrapped my arms and legs around him still kissing his soft lips. He carried me to the couch in the living room laying me gently down. He hovered over me smiling down at me before attaching his lips to my neck sucking softly.

I think I know what's gonna happen tonight and I don't think I'm ready how am I gonna tell Asher without him asking questions...