Frat Boy Niall

Chapter 13

Niall’s POV

I just stood there staring at her. For the first time in my life I finally felt what it was like to be hurt. Now I understand what I do to these girls. I never knew how much I liked Marie until that moment. No, not liked loved. I know we don’t know much about each other and we use each other as sex toys but at that moment I swear I wanted more. I needed more. I felt like I needed her to fill the gap in my life that wasn’t filled. You, you don’t know much about me either. I don’t think you really want to though. I’m not the greatest guy in the world. I treat girls like shit and I couldn’t care less. My parents, died in a car crash, I don’t have any brothers or sisters. I was sent to a Foster home when I was 13. My foster dad beat me. A lot. I always used to tell myself that when I grew up I’d beat the shit out of him. I didn’t get the chance to though because he died of overdose. I never really had a stable family and I was on my own at 17 it was hard especially when no one wanted you. That’s why I go to parties and drink a lot and have sex a lot because when ever I have sex I feel like someone wants me. Ya know? I feel like they need me. When I met Marie, I don’t know, she was different, at first anyway. I didn’t think she was like this. I just thought she danced with other guys to get me jealous for rough sex but it actually wasn’t like that at all. She really didn’t want me and that kind of hurt too. I think maybe if I try with her, if I try being somebody who can make her happy and go out of my comfort zone to do all that girly shit that I’d never ever thought I’d ever do then maybe something here can work. I hate knowing that I’ve lost something that I’ve never really had.

Marie’s POV

I still can’t believe last night happened, but it did. He just stared at us forever and I realized that I won officially, but it wasn’t right. I didn’t get the feeling that I was hoping to get. He finally realized that he’s a prick and he looked pretty crushed. He ran out of there and when I saw the sad look on his face I wanted to cry myself. I stared at the spot on the floor where he stood for a while, reminiscing on the past couple months and how much I’ve changed just to hurt somebody. This person, no this thing that I have turned into is definitely not who I ever thought I’d be. I never thought I’d turn into a slut just to hurt someone. But I have. I never thought I’d ever be rude to someone just to show them some sort of revenge. At that moment I realized that I’m tired of the person I’ve become. I’m tired of living my life like this and I just want to go back to my old life. I need to focus more on school and the road that lies ahead of me anyway. I want to go back to school on Monday, things were different. I went back to who I was. I wore regular clothes not like nerdy clothes. Just a pair of jeans and a T-shirt that didn’t show any type of cleavage. I actually studied the night before to catch up on things I’ve missed, or didn’t pay attention to. Niall was wearing simple clothes as well, sweats and a T. He looked so hurt and I didn’t know what to do. I need to talk to him. Last night all I kept thinking about was him and the fact that I don’t know where we stand, I want to go further than this with him because I feel that underneath all of that frat he’s someone special. Someone I never noticed before. At the end of class, I went to my locker and put my books away. When I closed it, he was leaning against the on next to mine like he used to do but this time was different because he actually wanted something and not ass. “Niall…I’m sorry for, for hurting you. I didn’t realize what I was doing until-” He kissed me. He kissed me hard and he kissed me long. He cupped my face in his hands and for the first time ever I thought I saw fireworks. “Marie I want us to forget these past months. I know we both hurt each other but I really want to get to know you, I really want this. I really want you, and not that girl that you used to be, this girl, the girl who’s always worried about school and doing things right. So what do you say? Can we start over?” I bit my lip and looked into his eyes thinking that just 10 minutes ago I was thinking the same damn thing. I nodded my head at him and he kissed me again. I was excited about this. I really want to know how this will turn out.

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Next chapter will be up later today I’m sorry if I bore you. This one was short because I had little ideas for it but I have better plans for next chapter don’t you worry. You might have a lot of emotions after chapter 14 whether it be good or bad.