There's more to what you see

Chapter 1

Namjoon doesn't care about other people's feelings in a relationship, he never has, all that matters to him is making himself happy, then his family. He could care less about his band mates and his fans, he only acts like he cares so he can make money.

Lately a girl has been following him, she doesn't think he notices but he does and he's getting quite pissed with her. Why hasn't anyone taken care of her yet? BTS had a tour in Osaka and the girl was still following him. Namjoon walked into a small alley-way and she followed him in. He took a few steps and stopped, he never actually seen her, but he knows it's a girl by the way she walked, light tapping yet fast due to short legs. She kept walking until she was right behind him, Namjoon spinned around and backhanded her, but it wasn't a girl. He heard a thud and looked, it was Jin.
"Aish, what are you doing here?" Namjoon sounded dissapointed which caused a feeling of emptyness in Jin's chest that was caving in.
"I-I..." Jin didn't get to finish his sentence before Namjoon start to walk away.
"I hate you Kim Namjoon." Namjoon paused for a moment, he felt something heavy in his chest from Jin's words. He chuckled a little, "I'm afraid I don't care." He replied, walking off. The truth is, he actually did care, Jin was more special to him than anyone else, but he wasn't gay or anything... He hoped.

Namjoon got back to their hotel, he shared a room with Jungkook, all does is annoy Namjoon and watch porn literally every night. Namjoon walked in, flopped onto his bed and let out a long sigh, what was this feeling that he felt because of the lie he told Jin? Why did he say that, why did he have to be "cool"?
"Aaaghh", Namjoon yelled trying to get thoughts of that moment out of his head, why has he been thinking of Jin so much lately? He decided to take a shower to get his thoughts out. He grabbed a towel and jumped in the shower, he let the cold water run on his face as if it was cleaning his head.

Namjoon got out and got dressed, he left the room and headed toward Yoongi's and Jin's room since he wanted to drink with Yoongi and get everything off his mind. Namjoon opened the door assuming he was already welcomed, he opened up to a nice surprise, Jin was standing infront of the door naked. Both immediatly blushed, but Namjoon tried to play it off cool and walked past him while Jin instantly wrapped the towel around himself. Namjoon walked over to Yoongi where he was sound asleep until Namjoon crawled on top of him and laid ontop. Yoongi struggled to push Namjoon off with the little strength he had from just waking up from his nap.

"Namjoon get off, you're heavy." Yoongi complained but Namjoon stayed put.
"I'm sad..." Namjoon commented.
"What?"
"I'm sa-"
"No, I know what you said, but you never get sad, or atleast you don't tell anyone." Yoongi said confused.
"I'm a human being, it's normal to be sad." Namjoon said as he got off of Yoongi and turned to face the other bed which Jin was just getting on.
"You're not a human being though." Yoongi said under his breath.

Namjoon watched Jin get comfortable on his bed, he was wearing white shorts with an oversized black shirt. As Jin laid, on his bed, his shirt started to slip, exposing his skin that looked so soft and perfect, Namjoon couldn't help but stare. Jin moved his lips around trying to get them in a perfect position where he could be comfortable.

Namjoon turned back to Yoongi and tried to ignore Jin.
"Yoongi oppa~ why don't you care about me?" Namjoon whined, without knowing he reminded Jin of earlier. A tear fell from Jin's eye as the words 'I don't care' in Namjoons voice kept repeating, he sniffled and both Namjoon and Yoongi looked at him. Jin noticed them looking and immediatly got up and left. He walked to the elevator and pressed the button.

"Did something happen to him?" Yoongi asked. Namjoon sat up and walked after Jin, he knew he would regret it if he didn't. Jin heard the door to his room open, but the elevator hadn't come yet so he ran toward the stairs and started running down the stairs, he tripped over his foot and stumbled down the stairs.

"Jin!" Namjoon yelled as Jin stopped at the ground and he hit his head on the wall causing Jin to pass out. Namjoon rushed to him and held his head up and slapped his cheeks a little.
"C'mon Jin wake up... What's wrong?" Namjoon held him close and tight.