I Hate You I Love You

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Adrian's Point of View

Today is her funeral.

I'm not going to her funeral, I can't show up like nothing happened.

"Adrian ayaw mo ba talagang mag punta? Ayaw mo ba syang ma kita for the last time?" Tanung ni Jake sakin, nag shook lang ako ng ulo "sagutin mo nga ako, para akung tanga dito, it's been a week Adrian, lumabas ka nga ng room mo"

"Jake, ready ka naba?" Nag tanung si Eun ka Jake, nandito din si Min Ho, doon sya sa room ni Aira nag stay, same status din sakin daw, ayaw kumain at makipag usap ng tao "Adrian sumama ka nalang, please, this will be the last time you will see my sister, you will regret it if you don't come"

Nag sigh nalang ako at nag bihis ng itim.

Naka sakay kami lahat sa kotse ni Jake, kasama si Min Ho at si Isaac, na shock sila na sumama ako.

Sana masaya na si Aira ngayun.

"Eun, can we stop in a flower shop?" Tanung ni Min Ho "I want to buy her favorite flower" caring talaga si Min Ho kay Aira, buti pa sya.

"Sure, she would be happy if you do that" sabi din ni Eun sakanya.

"By the way" sabi ni Kuya Isaac kay Min Ho "me and Eun wants to give you this" binigay ni kuya Isaac kay Min Ho ang phone ni Aira "we want you to have it, I has everything, your pictures together, we saw it, we also saved some of her photos before, you can watch it whenever you want" kuya smile at him.

"Thank you, Hyung" buti pa sya, they treated him nicely, ako naging invisible na, I just played my ring, ayaw ko na talaga makinig.

Aira kumusta kana jan? Masaya kaba? Please mag parandam ka sakin o multuhin mo ako, ok lang.

"Adrian" I heard Eun called me "ok kalang?" Nag nod lang ako, di ko na sila tinignan.

"You know Min Ho, you can always come and visit" sabi ni kuya Isaac sakanya, I deserve this.

Dumating na kami sa cemetery at nakita ko ang kabaong ni Aira.

I can't belive that she is laying down inside.

I went to see her, I slowly approach then I was pushed by kuya Isaac, na kita ko si Aira naka higa sa loob, lifeless, I can't belive this.

"How do you feel after seeing my sister inside" tanung nya sakin.

"I'm sorry" sorry nalang ang ma sabi ko "Aira, I'm sorry if you are laying down in there, I'm sorry if I took your life, I'm sorry if your love story with Min Ho was not completed, I'm so sorry for everything, I regretted everything" I just cry "I'm sorry if you left your love one's"

Bigla dumating si Min Ho sa tabi ko, nag start na ang priest mag mass while nandito kami ni Min Ho in front, umiyak.

"Aira, sorry if I only showed my love to you when it was too late, I'm so sorry, I never regretted the arrange marriage, do you know that? I was so happy when your grandma ask me to marry you. Saranghaeyo Aira, please be happy" sabi ni Min Ho while naka hug sa kabaong nya "I hope you liked the flowers I brought for you, I know you like them" Aira is so lucky to have him.

The time has come, they will put her dead body under the us, her parents and family cried so hard, I just looked away cause I can't bare to see this, bumalik ako sa kotse ni Eun at dito nalang ako iiyak para walang maka kita sakin, may kumatok sa window.

Si Simon lang, pumasok sya sa kotse "bat nandito ka?" Tanung ko.

"I don't want to see that part" plain nya pag sabi "Jake told us na nalaman ng parents mo na namatay na si Aira at disappointed daw parents nyo"

"That's true, I deserve every hate I can receive"

"Aren't you going to clean her image? Diba pinalabas mo on live na you don't love her" sabi nya, I remembered what I did.

"I will do that when we get home, I'll post a statement about it" I have to clean her image, I was the one who destroyed her image, bigla pumasok si Min Ho sa kotse umiiyak, naging silent lang kami at nag look down nalang ako.

I feel very sorry for everything I did on them

I miss her so damn much

I love you Aira, my one and only Princess