Into The darkness (Redited, Changed )

Chapter 2

*Mackenzie's POV*

I get a text from Kodie saying that he is home now, so I begin to get ready. I get into the shower and rub vanilla body wash all over my body, and I take a palmful of my favorite strawberry cupcake shampoo, and rub it into my blonde hair. Once I'm done, I get out of the shower wrapping a towel around my body, and one in my hair. I walk to my closet and pick out one of the new crop tops that I got the other day, because Jacob told me that I should show off my body more. I put on some holey high-waisted shorts that are really short. They're the kind that Kodie likes so I hope he doesn't get suspicious. I do my makeup a mixture of how both guys like it. I do my hair the way Kodie likes it, loosely curled. I go to my jewelry box, and pick Kodie's favorite belly button ring, because Jacob told me that I should put it back in. Kodie used to love it but he doesn't like it as much as he used to. I go the the door, and put on a pair of black flip-flops and go wait on the porch for Kodie, but not without getting stopped by my step-mom.

"Really, trying to impress Kodie tonight are we?"

"Yeah I guess so."

"Well sweetheart I don't think you have to try that hard to impress him, but it is up to you. But I do recommend you get going before your father gets home, because you know good and well that the only cheeks that he will want Kodie seeing are the ones located on your face." My whole family adores Kodie but my dad, he says that Kodie is too reckless and carefree for his liking, my dad hasn't liked him from the first day we started dating. He also says Kodie is too much of a bad boy for me to be dating, and he is right Kodie is a "bad boy" but that is one of the things I like about him.

"Good point." I go out to the porch and sit on the porch swing and wait for the headlights of his truck, because it is dark. I take out my phone and decide to scroll through twitter. I see what Kodie posted, and like it considering he looks extremely hot; I love when him and Kyle post football practice pictures together. I see headlights pull into my driveway, and I run to his truck and immediately get in the middle, different from what I usually do, but he does not seem to care.

I then press my lips to his neck, causing him to pull away and stiff arm me, something that Kodie would normally ever do. I can tell by the look in his face that he knows about Jacob and I, and I've seen Kodie pissed off but he would never turn against me, would he?

"Sorry, I just don't want that right now." His thick southern accent coming through his voice and his accent is only that thick if he's pissed off. I decide to tread lightly.

"Babe, what's wrong?"

"Nothing," he is voice cold and distant. Well I guess there goes my chance of getting anything that I would want tonight. I feel a fight coming on, before we leave my driveway. Why does he have to pick all nights of tonight to be in a horrible mood? Especially right now when I want him. He backs out of the driveway, and I scoot over to the passengers seat, maybe he will ease up as the night goes on. I reach over and turn the radio way down before I even turn it on, because when he is in moods like he is right now he only listens to one song, and he has it all the way to the point where it could easily rupture his eardrums.

*Kodie's POV*

How in the hell could she be doing this? I found all her secret accounts that she has made so she can post about her and Woodrow's so called replacement for me. I decided to go on her Instagram one and it contaminated my phone with pictures of them with all those cheesy, lovey, captions and such. I know she's cheating on me, all my suspicions confirmed but I don't want to believe it. I need somebody to tell me to just let her go, and throw four mother fucking years away, why should I even care when she obviously doesn't? She doesn't care that I love her, she obviously doesn't love me as much as I thought she did if she would be willing to cheat on me. Right now I don't even know why I still went out with her, when I could've stayed home and drank all this shit away. What I would do for alcohol right now, Lord knows I need something stronger than the monster I have in my cup holder right now.

I'm pissed right now but hurt at the same time. What did four years mean to her? They obviously didn't mean the same to her as they meant to me. At one point when we were in a good place I could see myself marrying her one day. That's all went to hell, and as far as I'm concerned right now that's where she can go too.

"Earth to Kodie?"

"Yeah."

"Baby are you okay?" She obviously has had time to figure out that I know, so she can answer that for herself.

"Yeah I'm fine, but Mick can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah babe anything."

I decide to play it cool, I want her to confess to cheating on me. I take a deep breath as the words begin to flow "Why are you changing the girl that I fell in love with?"

"Kodie baby the girl you fell in love with is right here."

"No your'e not right there, I don't recognize you right now and being completely honest here I don't like it. The girl that I fell in love with right now is not sitting in my passengers seat right now, it seems like she is a thousand miles away."

"Your'e one to talk about change aren't you?"

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?"

"I don't know Kodie why don't you tell me what it means?"

I look over at her confused I haven't changed who I am, I am still the same person. She is the totally different one here. "I don't know Mackenzie, I haven't fucking changed."

"Oh you haven't changed, so how do you explain leaving me for Washington just to play some ridiculous sport, don't talk to me about changing when you can't get your damn priorities straight."

"What the hell?"

"Kodie me or football?"

"If it came down to it and this may make me seem like I don't love you which I do, I would choose football first, it will always be. Football is my life, my escape from reality, and no girl could ever do that for me. It's my dream to go pro one day, and if that never happens so be it but I want to do absolutely everything that it takes to do that so I can at least say that I tried. If that means switching schools then I'll do it, so if that makes football my first priority, and for Mackenzie I love you and I have ever since 8th grade but you can get mad if you want to, but if I had to I would choose football over you.

"Wow never knew that you felt that way, and obviously I mean nothing to you over you're ever so lovely football."

"I don't know how many times I have to tell you for you to finally realize how much you do mean to me. Honestly I would choose football over absolutely everything. Don't fucking tell me that nothing means more to you than me. I know good and well that you would pick cheer over me any day. So don't go acting like you're some angel compared to me and don't place blame on me when you do the fucking same exact thing."

"Kodie you mean everything to me?"

"Fuck no I don't. Don't say it, because me and you both know it's not true. Your new guy whoever he is, means everything to you. Especially if you're willing to completely change yourself for him."

"Kodie you are the only one, baby there is nobody else." She says as she moves closer to me placing her hand on my leg, I then take her leg and move it off my leg. I don't want her anywhere near me right now.

"Don't touch me."

"Why baby?" She tries to act confused, which only makes me even more mad. She then slips her hand under my shirt tracing her fingers across my abs.

"Don't call me baby either, and don't fucking touch me."

"Kodie please don't do this."

"Don't do what Mackenzie? Call you out on throwing our four mother fucking year relationship away? Sure we were far from perfect, but I thought it at least meant something to you."

"Babe I'm not throwing anything away."

"How is fucking cheating on me not throwing anything away?" She kills me, and I can feel the anger coursing through my veins right now. I've never been this mad at her before. She sitting there lying with every word she says. I wouldn't be so mad, if she would just tell me the truth. If she would tell me out front that she was cheating our fate would still be inevitable, but I don't think it would hurt as much.