I'm troubled and tired. I can't sleep, I lay awake at night daydreaming. I only rest when I pass out. Even then, I wake up after 1-2 hour intervals. During the day I constantly feel uncomfortable, more than usual. Activities I usually participate in such as playing the guitar or enjoying a video game are now rare. I look at that guitar sitting against the wall and I feel disgusted. I don't know what to do. Perhaps it's because winter doesn't feel like winter. It just feels grey. I feel grey.
