Those Eyes... (Zerrie Fanfic)

Chapter 25

Chapter 25:

You are still LYING!

This wasn't the first time I got this type of message. My insides were coiling themselves and building a barrier to block any breath of air left in me because that's what I wanted. The sheer thought of someone else, other than Jade, knowing our secret brought about the worst pain I have suffered till today. The fact that someone was playing invisible games, caused me unbearable amount of tension wrapped in shock and despair. Why would someone do this to me? I wondered if it was Tricia but somewhere deep down me, I knew she wouldn't want anything to do with me after yesterday, so who could this unknown be? 

"There is no one out there..." Zayn reported after having checked the bottom floor. I wanted to tell Zayn about this but I feared he will want nothing to do with me after, not for himself but for me. I knew he would leave me so I would be safe and free from all this mess and that is exactly what I didn't want. There was no point in life if he wasn't a part of it. More importantly, I did not want Zayn to be guilt ridden for I knew he would also suffer in turmoil if he ever found out. Zayn did not deserve this, I could not imagine and I had no purpose to see that perfect, beautiful face lined with stress and woe.

"It must be the wind or something." I said.

"I don't think so..."

"Zayn I need to go now." I kissed him fast and went outside, hoping my mum and Selena were still there because it must have only been about 10 minutes. 

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"Isn't Mr Malik like the hottest teacher ever! I'm so glad I came here now." Selena gushed. She had been non stop ranting about Zayn since we had arrived home and it was becoming very annoying now because I was trying to forget about Zayn for a while since all it reminded me of was that damn message and at the same time I was not the one to be rude, even if it was the sister I loathed so much.

"Yes he is. Very hot okay."

"You're saying that with no passion at all."

"What?"

"Come on, it's Mr Malik! How can you sound so... erm... what's the word..."

"Forget it Selena, we have an essay to complete and I suggest you get to work too because you will need to spend more time since you've just started."

"Carefree! That's the word!" Selena shouted, ignoring everything I had just told her.

"Great now let me work."

"You're so boring."

And yet I am the one who gets to kiss Zayn, I thought.

"Why are you smiling?" 

"Selena! Please!"

 "How was it?" she asked, again ignoring my protest.

"What?"

"You know what! The thing which you are probably thinking about at the moment."

"I knew it! Look at that blush!" she shrieked.

"You have to tell me!"

"No. Please Selena, I am trying to work."

"Please! I'll tell you my first time too!"

"I don't want to know."

"Please!"

I sighed, there was no point arguing with her, she always wins.