suicide adventure

I'm not all that good but I had this idea on my mind it probably will suck because I got this idea while I was laying in bed when I am sleepy I become humorous like a drunk person and I can't really tell I'm sleepy but i do write pretty good songs so here goes

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I packed a small bag basically it was just filled with pictures of me and some little gifts I had gotten when I was little today I turned sixteen and I wished the one thing I knew would go my way. To die my parents got a divorce and my moms boyfriend kept trying to talk to me not in that way well not most of the time anyways. Its the fact that he ever tried to talk to me in any way. And I felt it was my fault the divorce so today I decided I would die it was the only way i would feel in control. I prayed that god would forgive me and then I walked downstairs.

"Heather" my little Six year old sister says "where are you going". "Wherever I'm going I probably won't be back". "Please don't leave forever heather that would be bad". "Whatever". "What's in the backpack"? She asks "is it candy". I sigh "no listen Hannah you have to promise me...". "promise what"? "Stay close to mom stay away from her boyfriend say you want to live with dad if you have to". My eyes started to water "and don't forget me". She hugged my legs because she was too small to actually hug me ""why do you have to go heather you can stay". I couldnt deal with her tears it hurt to be the one person that hurt her so i gave her the teddy bear in my bag I can't remember if i got it . for my sixth or seventh birthday but I gave it to her and kissed her on her perfect forehead "I have to go Hannah". "I'll never forget you heather" is what I know she said but in my heart it sounded like i'll never forgive you heather. I left

I ran to the beach and took one last look at the beautiful place the wind was perfect and people were always struggling to keep the beach clean. After I left the beach I had the ultimate dessert consisting of extra triple chocolate cake that I got from Mrs.Hillary my best friends mom and chocolate mint ice cream. Then I said goodbye to all my friends and bought a new handbag for my best friend Melissa she was the only one who knew what i was going to do. Then i went back to the beach and jumped off the cliff before I lost my nerve