Why are they being nice to me? Why are they treating me like a brother? So many questions are flowing in my head I hear our dooring opening by Jyushimatsu won't let me off the couch
"Nii-san you stay on the couch ok!"
"Jyushimatsu I can still walk with these cuts"
"No let Choromatsunii-san use the spray on you and (Y/N)-chan can help to right (Y/N)-chan"
"R-right my boss text me and she told me our shop is moving somewhere else, so I got a lot of day off I can help out and make sure that Karamatsu won't hurt himself again"
(Y/N) is gonna be by my side and keep a eye on me I don't mind her company, but for my burazas it's different
"Hey guys I'm back and I got the medical sprays also some people tell me that these stuff hurt when being use" w-wait what hurt by being use I try to get up but I was getting hold down by Osomatsu and Jyushimatsu
"Where do you think you going Karamatsu?"
"B-burazas let go these cuts will hurt a lot with the spray"
"Nope you need a little punishment for making cry Jyushimatsu hold his legs down"
"OK NII-SAN"
I have to no where else to go but to let Choromatsu use the spray I was about to cry badly when Choromatsu gets closer
"Hey guys do you think that's to much you guys making it that the spray will kill him" oh thank you my Karamatsu angel
"Ok let go of him Jyushimatsu"
"OK NII-SAN"
I felt (Y/N) holding my hand "It will be ok Karamatsu it will hurt a little"
I blush a little and let Choromatsu use the medical spray on me and it hurts like hell I'm squeezing (Y/N) hand
"It d-doesn't hurt"
"You sure Karamatsunii-san everytime I use the spray you squeeze her hand and try to hold back tears"
"I-i'm telling you my buraza it doesn't hurt at all"
"Ok but I have to spray some more on the other cuts"
I'm gonna die now
20 minutes later
"Shh Karamatsu it's ok"
"No it's not it really hurt a lot" (Y/N) try to calm me down
"Karamatsunii-san I'm done you can stop squeezing her hand or she will be crying next"
I look at (Y/N) and she look like she was gonna cry I let go of her hand
"S-sorry for hurting your hand"
"I-it's ok Kara-kun"
"Karamatsunii-san the spray will hurt more after 30 minutes"
"Well I can sleep it off when it's start working I'm still tired from um last night"
"Wait....Karamatsu...." Did Ichimatsu call me by my name "Yes buraza"
"Um.....i'm coming with you to get rid of any knives you hiding away"
"O-ok buraza" me and Ichimatsu walk back to our room but I completely forgot that I was some knives in our bedroom
I was laying back down when I see Ichimatsu already looking for my knives
"Hey.....Karamatsu"
"Yes my buraza"
"Before you go back to sleep can you um promise me something" Ichimatsu is looking really serious about this
"Um sure but what kind of promise?"
"Promise me....you will never hurt yourself a-again" I was really surprise that he was making this kind of promise
"Why are you making this kind of promise?"
"U-um.....I was shock when I saw that you were cutting yourself and I don't want you to died or be in the hospital s-so please promise you do it again please" Ichimatsu starting to tear up I never seem him like this before does he care this much about me
"I-ichimatsu...."
Ichimatsu jump to me and give me a hug crying
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"Karamatsunii-san please promise you won't do it again please also i'm sorry for punching you last night it probably made you more depress"
Ichimatsu you apologize to I never hear you apologize before
"Ichimatsu my little buraza I promise and I forgive you" Ichimatsu stops crying a little and look at me "Y-you do Karamatsunii-san?"
"Yes now please stop crying you will make everyone else worried"
"O-ok but do you truly forgive me?"
"Yes I do forgive you" Ichimatsu wipes his tears with his sleeve and hold up his hand "Also pinky promise me that you won't hurt yourself again"
"Ok Ichimatsu" I hold up my hand and we did the pinky promise
"Now don't break the promise or I will hurt you myself" now I know he serious about that "Ok I won't I pinky swear did I"
"Good and can you give your knife from your pocket"
"How do know I have one in my pocket?"
"I can see the handle and I already got the one I find between the towels in the bathroom" I reach into my pocket and give him the knife Ichimatsu stands up and put it in his hoodie pocket
He was about to leave until he look at me
"I hope the effects from the spray doesn't wake you up I heard it hurts like hell" I really appreciate the warning he give me
"T-thank you for telling me buraza"
"Also don't break the promise please I don't want (Y/N) to hit me again"
"If that's your other reason than I really won't break it" after i told him Ichimatsu smiles a little "Ok bye Karamatsunii-san"
"Bye buraza" I lay down on the futon and was about to go to take a nap I was thinking about how Ichimatsu was acting I'm guessing he was really serious about what he said and he show that really care about me maybe there's only one of my burazas who do care about me
