I think when people say things get better they do. But then they get worse where that 'friend' is another face mocking you! 'Oh it gets better lass.' That's what my father always told me. But it did for 1 month! Then all those friends just bully you! They say they don't want to be your friend you say you don't care but it eats at you like a flame burns wood or paper! Till you finally give in and burst into tears and think of reasons why! Why would they do that? Why would they always keep you on the outside? Why would they say sorry when there was no sorrow in their voices? Why would they give no explanation as to why? So I let the flames eat at me! I like the way it hurts.I like the burn. I think I was always paper thin ready to burn. I don't care if I have friends, I just want somebody to, for once, be truly kind and caring. Someone who thinks of others and not themselves! All I want is a true friend!
