Every day I wake up
Every night I sleep
It just seems to me
That my life is on repeat
I want to do something more
For the life I have
I only live once
And I messed up the chance I had
I messed up on my life and my love
To the one I care about
Now I'm on repeat
Thinking how the fuck
I can change that now
I feel like I'm on a hospital bed
Listening to the beeping in my ears
Waiting for the day to come
Where all my fears
Attack me and beat me
So now I feel numb
I wish I could go back in time
So I can undo what I have done
Then maybe things would be different
Then maybe I could be smarter
But I was so stupid
