Stolen heart

BOREDOM

      After the whole thing with Ben, Jeff went to explain everything to him in a different room. To be honest I still didn't even know why i was here or what my purpose was all needed in this. Why did Jeff need more or whoever the person was who actually needed me i guess you would say.

While I'm here waiting on those two to stop talking i may as well tell the story of WHY me and Sam were friends and hated each other to death. Well remember how i said Jane and Jeff were my only friends...? well that was true they WERE my friends. Sadly not any longer. Cause well Jane i don't know anymore and Jeff is basically an Ass. Heh...~ I mean anyways well Sam was my BEST FRIEND. I mean she was like the person you took baths with as a baby best friend. You know the ones were even your parents are best friends? Yeah she was that person. Well as we got older she started to not hang out with me. She was very popular. When her friends were around she say shit about me sooooo.... WE just weren't friends anymore. I kinda miss the old day but it is what it is. You cant change what is now broken. The isn't anything to repair all the tiny shatters....

       It has been so long and i was so terribly bored. I started looking around the bedroom trying to find something to do. ANYTHING AT THIS POINT. Anything...(Lenny face XD) I looked around in the closet to find a guitar. AWESOME! I really did enjoy playing it. I took it and started playing it. I started singing and playing 'The Cheers for Five Years' by Mayday Parade.

   "I swear that you don't have to go

I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me, baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us - not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering (an offering)

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me, baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now, remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight

How does he feel, how does he kiss?
(Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips?
(With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss?
(Sleep alone tonight)
[x3]

I can't forget you
(Let's sleep alone tonight)
I know you want me to want you, I want to
(With no one here just by your side)
But I can't forget you
(Sleep alone tonight)
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you
(Let's sleep alone tonight)
I know you want me to want you, I want to
(With no one here just by your side)
But I can't forget you
(Sleep alone tonight)
So when this is over don't blow your composure

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to~" I sang.....

            I guess  i was so up caught singing and playing the guitar i didn't even realize Ben and Jeff had walked in and watch me THE WHOLE TIME! They didn't even warn  me. I felt my cheeks burning and could tell i was blushing SO HARD (Heheh~ Lenny face)  from embarrassment. 

         "heh... hi" i blurted out still embarrassed. Ben then started clapping loudly like a little kid making me blush EVEN MORE from being embarrassed. Jeff just had a dumb lil smirk on his face. "...dummy..." I said like a five year old under my breath.