jaegan

Meeting my hero

*I know it's the first chapter but TRIGGER WARNING*

I woke up, hating life, just a normal day as a ftm transgender. "Today is the day" I thought. I went to my bathroom, started a shower. I look down, my chest, 'why can't they be gone', "Ugh I hate my life" I screamed, no one could hear me because everyone was at work or at school. Once I got out of the shower, I got dressed and looked in the mirror. I opened a cabinet, grabed a bottle of some pills. I didn't know what they were. I grabed by blade, and sat on the floor. I sliced once, just enough to bleed. I watched the blood drip on the floor, I sliced again, and again. I couldn't take it anymore, I cut up to 10 times, then I decided to take the pills. I grabbed a pretty good hand full, as my phone lit up, @razzle_beast on instagram, who is that? I clicked on it,

"Hey Justin, my name is Raegan, i just wanted to say, you have inspired me so much, thank you" 

Great now I can't do it
I replied with

"Hey Raegan, thanks, so glad I can inspire you, but I wont be anymore at all."

He instantly replied with
"What?"
"Why?"
"Justin whats going on?"

I replied with
"Don't worry about it."

I grabbed the pills and popped 4 in my mouth at once, not knowing if that was gonna work. I grabbed 10 more.

So yes I am going to Leave you on a cliff hanger sorry😂💕---izzy