my smutty life

once upon a mad fuck session

Levi's pov

When I cleaned everything up I locked the door and made my way out. I stopped by the cafeteria for a coffee and got on my way. It was around 5 p.m I think, Eren doesn't really lives far from here tho. That's a good thing. I can come by often now, not that we are together but maybe for another fuck party. I arrived at his house and saw a guy leave. I remembered him, he was at my apartment yesterday. It was Jean, I quickly scanned him and saw bitemarks in his neck. " What are you doing here " I snapped at him. He stayed calm and looked over at me he bitted his lip and answered " nothing, just visiting daddy",  " You filthy brat " I yelled and got inside the house. I found Eren when he came out of his bathroom. I pulled his head down and brutally kissed him dragging him towards his bedroom leaving his towel behind. I trew him on the bed and undressed myself. " You're mine Eren" I said and walked over to him. " Where is the lube " I asked and he pointed towards a closet. When I opened it I found some toys too. Hmm this might be fun. I took a rope, Bal gag, a vibrator with a remote and a whip. I turned around and saw Eren look at me kinda in shock kinda full of lust. Let the games begin.

Eren's pov

I pointed where Levi could find some lube and some toys I had. Not that I tought that he would use them. Little did I know lmao. Levi walked over to me and first putted the bal gag in my mouth, then he tied me arms together and attached the rope on the head of the bed. He scanned my body, looking pleased with what he did. I layed there naked, tied up and kinda embarrassed. I twisted my legs and look away. He got up me, " You aren't embarrassed are you babe" he wisper in my ear and bited on my earlobe starting to play with my nipple. I  moaned but because of the ball gag     I mostly was make saliva drip from the corners of my mouth, and twist the ball with my tongue. He sucked me on my neck, chest and belly all the way down until he got at my dick, Wich was already so damn hard. He took his time for every move. Teasing me so damn hard. " Do you want me to fuck you ?" He asked with that grin on his face. Damn this guy, I nodded with my head. He smiled and suddenly he had a huge vibrator in his hand. Why do I even have this stuff, I need to hide it better. He shoved it up in me .Wich caused me to moan. Levi looked at me being a moaning blushing mess. " Do you like this ?" He asked and putted the vibrator on first speed. I nodded and swallowed. He smiled, do you want it to go faster? Harder ?" He smiled. I nodded. " What's that I can't hear you " he grinned. On day I will fuck him so hard that he won't be able to sit, stand or walk for weeks. I moan silently, I saw him smile again and then I felt it. He putted it on thirth speed, I moaned hard. But really hard, my troath hurted, I was about to cum and the saliva kept dripping. And apparently Connie came home. With that girl. " EREN!" he yelled from outside the door " I'M HOME AND SASHA IS STAYING OVER, ARE YOU OKAY I HEARD A WEIRD NOISE" I glanced over at Levi and saw him smiling about to open his mouth. " HMMM" I awnserd not that I could awsner anything else. I heard a door close so they where probably in Connie's room. I'm glad he didn't came inside oh boy. I guess Levi turned the vibrator off because suddenly I felt it again. Even harder, just how many speeds does this thing have ? I tried to keep my moan as silent as possible Wich was hard because I cum. All over my chest. " You made such a mess Baby boy how dare you" I heard Levi saying but I was to tired. I had so much sex the last hours I was about to pass out but then I felt this pain on my ass. Levi had turned me around and started whipping me. I was trying to catch my breath when he said " don't you fall asleep yet" and pushed his dick inside me right on the G-spot. I moaned loudly. I hoped Connie was already asleep or I would be totally busted. Levi grabbed me by my hair and fucked me even harder. He whipped me again and I couldn't keep a tear in. I felt it sliding down my face. Levi cummed, I felt him filling me up. When he opened his eyes I guess he saw the tears in my eyes because he kinda looked shocked. He untied my arms but left the gag in. He putted the blanket over me and came laying nexto me. He didn't said anything, he just kissed the top of my head and we where both silent. I guess I fell asleep, I woke up looking around and saw Levi sleeping in my arms. " Eren ?" I heard Connie say. " Hmm?" I replied, " I'm coming in " he said, shit I grabbed a blanket putted it over  Levi and hided my mouth because I hadn't got a chance to get that gag out. All tho the room was still dark, I didn't care. " Have you heard anything last night?" He asked. I shaked my head. He looked relieved. " Uh could it be I heard you last night ?" He looked down. I blushed and putted my hands in the idk pose. " Yo why aren't you talking tbh ?" He said, I blushed and he pulled the blanket away. Showing my gag ball and a sleeping Levi. " Wooohh Eren hahahahaha i know enough good luck walking bro" he said and he left the room. But I quickly trew a pillow at him. I sighed and stood up. Wich was a super bad idea. So much regret. I fell on the ground, groaning in pain. "Eren?" I heard Levi's sleepy voice say, I hmmd as awsner. He got up and putted the lights on. He looked at me, naked still with the gag, cum dripping from my ass and not able to walk. Also full of hickies and bitemarks laying on the ground. He bited his lip and sighed " you are so hot in so many ways." He got up and picked my up, laying me on the bed, he opened the door picked me up again and ran to the bathroom. He locked the door and layed me on a towel, filling up the bath. He putted bubbles in the water and he took me with him in it. Placing me on his chest. I closed my eyes, I hate this guy but I love him too. And then, I started crying. Levi got the gag out of my mouth, finally. And I layed down on his chest. Crying about how unfair life is. Levi said nothing, he just   was playing with my hair and rubbing my back. I wanted to shut the water off so I stretched my arm and closed it. I felt Levi looking at it. So I looked at my arm and saw scars. I sighed and lowerd it again. I was so not in the mood to deal with all this bullshit of life. I looked up at the ceiling and started to think. " Levi" I asked  " yes Eren ?" He replied. " In the closet to the right are some joints and I lighter, do you want to get it " I asked. He stood up grabbed it, lighted two up and gave me one. He got back in the bath and I leaned on his chest again. We where silent for a few minutes. I felt the weed kick in. " Life, ...... It's way to complicated for me " I inhaled, and exhaled when I couldn't keep it in anymore " most of the time" I felt Levi exhale " somehow everything will make sense, but that doesn't make sense you know ?" He awnserd. " Life is wonderful, everything has awesome things about itself. But if something numbs the thing nothing will ever be the same. So how should things survive and live a life ?  How do things expect that from us ? Can't they see it ! We are so broken and numb. Full of stupid ideas and mistakes. I didn't asked to live! Suddenly I was here! And I just can't deal with that. I can't. And it's not that I want to die altho death seems like a peaceful solution these lasts months, years. I am not who I want to be. I want to give up but something invincible makes me live. Do I make any sense Levi, does this makes sense ?" I cried. " Everything makes sense in its very own way. And it's not because of that it makes sense, that there is a solution for it. Life sucks and nothing really mathers. But I'll try to help you. Because I think I might love you. I want to know you more. Are you okay with that?" He asked. " Welcome, into the choas of my life, boyfriend" I laughed. " Let's go on an adventure " he smiled. This guy. Damn this guy.