Too Young (part 2)

"DAD!!!!!!!!!" I screamed to the top of my lungs. "DADDD! DAD!"

"ALEX HOLY SHIT WHAT IS WRONG?!" Andrew yelled.

Andre started crying so he picked him up and rocked him back to sleep. I jumped out of the hospital bed and took off running through the halls. I looked at an exit and seen someone slip out.

"daddy..."

I ran as fast as i could and busted through the door. I dropped to my knees and started crying.

that wasnt a dream. Im not crazy. That was my father. I seen him, i felt his presence. When he talked to me i could hear him so clearly. The door busted open and Andrew was there.

"ALEX!" he yelled. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!"

"IT WAS MY DAD!"

"come on"

"no not till i find him"

"ALEXANDRA. GET UP AND COME ON. NOW!"

I sat there. Fuck that he cant just yell at me like that. I was being soo stubborn but i dont care.

He literally picked me up and carried me in the hospital all the way to the room. My nurse was standing there with the baby.  She sat him down and walked to me.

"Dont ever ask me to overdose you again. What the hell. What if the psychiatric ward would have got you and tested you! I would have got fired and sent to jail.  What the fuck is wrong with you?"

"I seen my d-"

"Alex, it was probably from all that medicine. You kept coming about then going back to sleep. It was probably a day dream"

"why would it be a day dream that her dad came? Well i guess hes coming around to the idea of being a father cause he came to visit s-"

"WHAT?!" me and Andrew yelled.

"oh my god what? do you want me to restrict him from coming or?"

"HES DEAD ASHLEY"

"OH SHIT I TALKED TO A GHOST? No its impossible. Alot of people talked to him. He went to the nursery to get the baby and theres like 7 people in there. He talked to security. He talked to all of us at the desk. Theres no way hes dead. It was too real"

I walked to the bed and sat down. Andrew looked at me soo confused. I was really pissed that he treated me like that. Hes my ride or die, my everything, what i say is what i say. Hes supposed to go with it.

"Alexandra I am soo sorry"

"i dont want to hear it"

"no really,  i should have believed you. You my baby girl and i love you"

"i love you too..."

The nurse left the room and i looked over and Andre was awake. I havnt even had time to spend with him. I smiled and picked him up and laid back on the bed.

"hey baby" i said and started kissing his chubby wubby cheeks. Oh man hes the cutest kid ever.  "momma loves you soo much. you are the cutest baby in the world"

"baby hes perfect"

"yes i know. i cant wait to take him home. we did good"

We laughed a little and i sighed. He climbed on bed with me and handed me a bottle. I started feeding Andre and was staring at him. Andrew started rubbing my cheek.

"wanna talk about it?"

"hm not right now. just wanna forget about it."

I finished and burped him. i laid right there and patted him to sleep. He laid in my arms and slept and i just watched him.

"baby lets talk" Andrew said. Hes always the one that just openly discusses things. I always keep it bottled up and just never let anything out. I had to be tough because of my past. "just talk. its okay"

He took Andre and laid him in his little bed. He held me and i cried into his chest.

"i dont know how to feel right now. He was running away from me. He hates me he dosent want me. He faked his death oh my god"

"thats not the reason. it cant be"

"it has to be! He let me go through all that alone! oh my god."

I was crying soo hard. I was completely heartbroken. I just cant fucking stand my life.  I cant believe it.

Andrew was rubbing my back and holding me tight. I was seriously bawling my eyes out. I cant believe it.

"Alexandra i love you okay. thats all that matters now, me and the baby. I love and care for you soo much. You will get through this okay? Its okay to cry but you have to put on your big girl panties"

I smiled soo hard and whiped my tears. I am soo in love with this man. Its ridiculous.