That one moment of happiness ,one smile of joy ,one feeling and one chance of living a happy life just scattered in front of you and inside of you.
One word or one moment can make a whole happy day broken so long so it breaks all of ur joy, and
your heart.
you're trying so hard not to cry,but ur heart already does it. Nobody will notice it,except urself.
With all of that thinking and how hurt u feel ,u didn't noticed that a drop of tear coming from the inside of you. all of the sudden u feel ur eyes wet a little, then u wipe it with ur hands bcs u worried someone sees ur tears.
You try to think a happy place,a happy thinking about how happy you are before and how could u make it better after your tears
but
that "happy thinking" u wanted was replaced by a mix of
depression,anger,regret,hatred and sadness. Every bad memory,bad feelings,BEST REGRET, feeling hurt,loneliness.
Making you feel weird,empty,SAD,hating urself,thinking you're THE MOST USELESS KID.
then u started sobing,wrapped by ur blanket,ur pillow starting to get wet,your heart starting breaking even more,
JUST BECAUSE THAT ONE WORD/ONE BAD MOMENTS OF UR LIFE
can start that complicated feeling of sadness,regret,anger,no control,hatred and pissed out.
and all u can do just cry until the morning makes you wake up feeling messed up.
sleep just isn't sleep anymore,it's an escape.
YOU ARE READING
sad
Non-Fictionhave u ever feel really sad about life,and u just can't do anything about it. All ur happiness was taken away from u and all u can think about ur life was all a big word of "I DON'T KNOW".
