I'm Not Sure of My Feelings For You (Harry Styles and Camila Cabello story)

Chapter 25 We can move on

   (Look After You cover by Louis   Tomlinson)

You know its all Harry's fault that I'm driving to God knows where! I took Tori's car, and she's just gonna catch a cab cause well this car is rented.

  I really wish that Harry would open up to me. I told him about my dad, so why couldnt he just tell me about Vanessa, and Darcy? I would've been upset that he has a child, and that he still isn't with the mother, but lying and not telling me pisses me off.

  When I reach a decent looking hotel all I want is for Harry to hold me, and whisper loving things in my ear. Why did he tell me that he "loves me" if he was just going to go to Vanessa?

My head is spinning from all the thoughts in my head and I just want to lie down and sleep. Sleep. Maybe I'm dreaming, since the future dream seemed real maybe this "realness" is just a dream. It's more like a heartbreaking nightmare starring Me, and a angelic jade eyed boy named Harry.

    (Hey There Delilah by Plain White-ts)

                  Harry's P.O.V:

So my head, and heart are pounding and I feel as if I'm going to have a heart attack! What if I can't find Cam? What if she left for America, just because I decided to be a dickhead? All I know is-is that Cam has stolen my heart, and there is no thought in my mind to get it back.

Cam is one of those girls who will love you unconditionally, but gets hurt by the big and little shit. The last thing and not even on my list is to hurt Cam her love is perfect, and all I want is for it to stay in my life forever.

   (Moments by One Direction)

                   Cam's P.O.V:

Just by watching the ceiling fan, Harry's face just appears out of nowhere. I'm not sure if I'm missing him or just plain mad.

I feel ashamed because I have come to realize that maybe Harry didn't even know. I slap my forehead out of stupidity.

"That's it! And you acted like a fucking bitch! Leaving, maybe he's looking for me. Shit!"

I curse at myself, I slowly reach for my phone. I diall Harry's number, my hands are shaking.

  "Hello?" When his voice enters my ears, I break down in sobs.

  "Harry...I'm so sorry." My whimpers turn to bawls, which turns into sobs.

  "Cam where are you? I'm coming ok?" I nod then realize that he isn't here.

  "O-ok. I love you." I pause.

  "I love you too Cam, so much." A smile covers my face, and small tears fall from the joy I feel in my heart.

Waiting for Harry to come is absolute torture! Hearing his voice made me want to be closer to him. Feel his touch, his heavenly scent mixed with mint fill my nose, and his lips touching mine. Just thinking about it sends a thrill down my spine.

  "CAM? CAM!" Harry's voice fills the hotels halls.

  "Harry! Shh. I'm here" He turns my way, and I run into his arms.

  "Hey baby." He twirls me around, sets me down. I grab him by his shirt and kiss him passionately.

  "I missed you too." He laughs at my sudden change to my usual affection towards him.

  "I-" I'm cutoff by Harry carrying me into the room. I silently giggle while he carries me.

He sets me down on the bed, and sits beside me. He pulls me onto his lap, I turn to face him, so now I'm straddling him. He smirks at my position.

  "Cam...I'm sorry, love." He looks into my eyes, and I melt.

  "It's ok, really. I mean if I didn't know that I had a child I wouldn't feel comfortable telling people."

  "Cam, I knew about Darcy." He pauses, and my heart pounds with hope that he isn't going to leave me.

"Darcy isn't mine." He bows his head then continues. "Vanessa cheated on me while we were dating. She told me tonight." There is slight pain in his eyes, probably from being lied to about him being a father to a little girl. "It's not that I wanted to have a child with Vanessa its just that I was a little excited to be a "father" sort of. To be lied to about that hurts me the most. The next sad thing is that she even named "our baby" Darcy which is what I always wanted my first daughter to be named. The specialty in the name Darcy is now nonexistent." I wrap my arms around his neck, and pull him closer go me.

  "Well what would you name your second daughter?" He smiles at my question.

  "Probably Jasmine. Yeah that's a beautiful name next to Camilla Cabello of course." I smile, and giggle at his use of my full name. Dimples indent Harry's cheeks, and just by seeing him smile brings tears to my eyes.

  "Baby why are you crying."

  "How could someone like you enter my life? Make it perfect, and absolute hell at the same time?"

  "I've been asking myself those same questions. Do you just want to cry from just knowing that the one you love loves you back?" I nod laughing and crying.

  "That's why I'm crying. Harry I don't know how I lived before you entered my life." He nods because he gets it.

We aren't opposites, He just has coloring on his skin, and I'm pure. Without him my life would be hell, I wouldn't have met the boys, and this feeling inside me wouldn't have come.

  "Cam. Will you be my girlfriend?"

  "Yes. I would love that." I blush, and he kisses my cheeks.

                   Harry's P.O.V:

I can now call Cam my girl. Just to have Cam in my life is awesome but to call her mine brings so much joy into my life. Cam is a special girl.

Did the title fool ya? jk I'm tired. So tomorrow I have to get two outfits for my uncle's viewing on Sunday night, and for Monday. Which means I probably can't update those two days:( but I'll try to update tonight I hope. My family is so fucking pissed off at this hoe mother and their fam that goes to my school (long story) but I'm going to fucking kill that bitch! Ugh I'm gonna slice someone. lol love yall byeee.