Best friends.

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I don't know what I did to get myself into this. I had no will power. He was my best friend and I let my crush on him blur my mind and cloud my judgement and let me be something i don't think I've ever wanted to be with him.

Friends with Benefits.

Well, Best Friends with Benefits. 

Our families have been friends since they were in college and pretty much started their families together. The four were best friends. So we grew up together and pretty much did almost everything together. In high school Jungkook was always a bit more popular than me. He was known because he was cute and talented. Which I didn't blame anyone for. 

If people I didn't know knew me, it was most likely because they saw me with Jungkook and knew me as his friend. It was annoying yes, but I had my friends who didn't really care for Jungkook, and knew about my feelings for him. 

Of course I had that one friend who didn't care and still went after him. But that's long gone, in freshman year. 

It was a Saturday and my best friend Burcin was over my house. We were bored so I asked Jungkook if we could come over. He said yes and luckily for us, we just had to cross the street because He lived right across the street. 

He opens the door for me and hugs me tightly. I hug him back and walk into the house as he greets Burcin. I walk to the kitchen and get a water bottle. 

I sip out of it and turn around as Jungkook and Burcin sit on a stool at the island of the kitchen. I lean against the counter and close the cap.

"So my girlfriend's coming over." 

Jungkook has had girlfriends before. Granted we were only 15, and he didn't take them too too seriously because he thought that should wait till he's older, but he takes them serious enough to now mess around with other girls. And it didn't faze me. I know he only thought of me as a best friend and I didn't get my hopes up. I get jealous watching him with his girlfriends but I suck it up and just like to watch him be happy.

"Finally going to tell us who the lucky girl is?" Burcin asks.

"Well you guys know her. I told her It was okay for her to tell you guys since we made it official now." He shrugs.

"Wait what? Who is it?" I ask as I sit down across from him on a stool.

The door bell rings and he jumps up to get it. "It's her." 

Burcin and I exchange a look and I sigh and roll my eyes opening my water bottle and taking another sip. Burcin turns around at the sound of  the door closing and her eyes widen. She can see the front door from where she's sitting and can see Jungkook's new girlfriend. She turns back to me and shakes her head. I furrow my eyebrows still swallowing my water then taking another sip as Jungkook walked in with his new girlfriend. 

My best friend, Abby. 

I cough, choking on the water , and get up going towards the sink. Jungkook laughs and comes toward me and pats my back. "You alright there?" 

I calm down and stand up straight as he rubs my back now. "Yeah I'm fine." I laugh lightly. 

"Babe, why didn't you tell them we're dating now?" He turns from me and looks to Abby. 

Babe. Abby is his new babe.

I saw Burcin glaring at her and Abby just smiled as if nothing was wrong. As if she didn't just stab me in the back. 

"Oh, I thought you wanted to be the one to tell them, or at least together." She giggled and reached out for his hand. He grabs it and pulls her to the other side of him so now he's in the middle of us. The three of us leaning against the counter. I start to feel uncomfortable so I move and stand next to Burcin who' still sitting on the stool.