All my friends are heathens take it slow, wait for them to ask you what you know
I turned up the volume. This is the only way possible for me to be me. I mean I'm me all the time but too myself I guess.
"Blythe" Kate screamed.
"Why the hell are you screaming" I yelled.
"I mean if you heard me the first time I wouldn't be screaming...geez"
"Ok what do you want"
"Nothing cause there was no need to yell"
I rolled my eyes at her response. As usual I have nothing to do at lunch so I just check my phone for any text. Once again nothing new. Except one. I usually admire texting this person to get on her nerves. We usually fight but it's funny to me. She always makes me laugh sometimes but she's always wild inappropriate. But it's all jokes. She was my best friend.
"You texting her again" Kate said.
As usual she scared the hell out of me.
"Yoo your on me can you get from behind me" I said.
"Do you like her?" Kate asked. I really liked the idea of having a girlfriend or boyfriend cause I'm not the prettiest fish in the sea if you know what I mean.
"No" I said. That's what I believed. But that's a good question. Do I?
That night I decided to see if it was true.
"Hey Lilly" I texted
"What's up" she said
"Nothin how was your day"
"Lame, I'm dead tight cause some boy tried to get my number, like what do I like look like to you a bitch"
"Well you had an interesting day I see"
"He could have at least gotten on his knees or something"
"You ain't that special"
"Shut up" her response made me laugh.
" I'm so glad I got that out my chest , what would I do without you "
"Nothin duhhhh"
"Naa you made my day, I love you"
I didn't know how to respond. I didn't want to be mean and say I don't love her cause to be honest I don't know how I feel.
"I love you too" I said pressured.
After that our convo's started getting weird and more affectionate. Not that I'm cold hearted but I was tired of saying I love you when I don't. But she almost made me believe it.
I went straight to text my friend Kate cause I didn't know how I felt at that point. I think I really like her. I explained her everything from start to finish. I even sent her some screenshots.
"So you a lesbian" Kate texted
"Maybe I don't know" I said
"Do you like her is the real question"
"Yea I believe so" I said. But it didn't feel right. I wasn't really sure. But maybe I'll find out later.
