• I've been lied to for 4 years. I found out bc he was fooling around with my BEST FRIEND! And she realized "hmm, what about Megan?!" And he told her, as his hand was on her thigh and the other holding her god damn hand, he said that he never loved me. I'm his little sister. He'll be happy the day I move on from him.
So yeah, I get it, I know how it feels to be living a lie. That's just from one day in my life, the 14 years I've been living are a hell of a lot more. But trust me, there ARE a few days that have less bullshit than the rest.
Sometimes I don't get it. . . Why the hell wasn't I good enough?? I did everything! I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU! I made you TWO posters and you wouldn't even let me ask but then you make her a poster yourself and now you don't even look at me. This is so stupid. Why am I NEVER good enough. . .
• You text me. You like me. You smile at me. You talk to me. You talk to your friends. You distance yourself from me. You lie to me. You told ** (of all fucking people, you tell him) And instead of talking to me. . . You get him to do it. To say the same things he did when he left me. Do you have any idea what I went through with him?! I nearly killed myself because he drove me to it. . . And now you? *Voice cracks* I don't understand. Ho- why. . . Why would you do this? I hate it. I hate **. I hate you. . . But I really only hate myself. . . . . I was finally doing it, getting over him, but now I see that I can never escape him.
First loves... They're someone you never forget
• Sometimes I don't get it. . . Why the hell wasn't I good enough?? I did everything! I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU! I made you TWO posters and you wouldn't even let me ask but then you make her a poster yourself and now you don't even look at me. This is so stupid. Why am I NEVER good enough..
So this is what I have had in my Notes for a while and I just wanted to catch y'all up to speed on my "feelings". Whoever is reading this crap that I call Life. But thanks, read ya later!💞
YOU ARE READING
All The Things I Wish I Had Said
SaggisticaThis book isn't really a book. Its literally what the title says, I mean, there's a lot of stuff that I wish I could say. . . stuff I should say, but can't. So its all gonna go right here, on this website so people I don't know and people I do know...
